First Blog-Relink

2009-05-21T23:55:00.003+08:00

Relink me @ http://xoxo-woaiini.blogspot.com/

2009-05-20T21:29:00.003+08:00

Well..My exam result is like hell can!! It is totally sucks alright because i flunk almost all except chinese...kind of happy for my chinese result as i am top 2 and as for top 1 is just one more mark than me!! What the...Well damn sianz for school especially after exam!! Like totally nothing to do...Well after school supposed to meet Ronald at elias mall de but due to need to meet T-shirt suppler but got people replace me le so ended up i went to meet _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!! Hehex...Go guess who is it ba?!?! After that meet Dee Dee Mei and chatted alot...after that went home and rot!! Before i forget...There is many thing i wanna to mention!! Firstly is...Jie Fan coming back to work on saturday!! Woohoo...And secondly is CONGRATS TO RONALD CHUA XIAO WEI!! HE WENT TO PARTICIPATE AT THE VOICE OF MCDONALD AND WON THE FIRST PRIZE!! Hey..Ronald Chua crew rally that day i want to see you sing worx!! Lols...Here the picture for daddy's yesterday lunar birthday!! Lolx...

2009-05-19T07:45:00.015+08:00

Started To Like This Song Alot
Well...finally exam had ended le!! Later...i going out with my dearest Cherie,Clara & KaiHui for choir chalet thing!! Welll actually all along we have been busying about this chalet as we really wanted to make it a sucessful de..Seriously i had the idea of playing mia le!! Felicia & Shirley also playing mia...anyways is also after exam le!! Hmm...my wound is still heal yet!! Well...JasonLiuShanBao i know you scare i will do something silly i swear i will never but the wound still there and its hurts alot!! Don & KarZhun sorry that i always disappoint you people but its still hurts alot...Well stop talking about this!! Seriously this month and the next month i will be kind of busy with alot of stuff!! Tomorrow RonaldChua going for the Voice of McDonald...I,ShiHui & Germaine going to support him at elias mall de McDonald there!! Yesterday had dinner out but before going out..At home quarrel with mum!! Can i play mia please?!?! I still cannot face the facts!!

**Edit-ed**

Well...i am back!! Well...morning met my dearest clara after that went to tampines east cc to meet up with cherie and kaihui. Supposed to go Changi there de chalet but then due to KaiHui parents do not allow her so we went to buy presents and cardboard after that head to Cherie's house!! Well Girls i'm so sorry that i wasn't in the mood today!! I also don't know why am i so emo today?!?! Haiz...After that me and clara head to 201 to search for things!! Around 4pm then went home...After that rot at home!! Bored bored bored...Tmr got to check sricpt le!! Scary...I afraid i might fail!! Well...Just wanna tell my dearest dee dee mei that just broke off with the boyfriend!! Cheer up alright...jie jie is always here for you alright!! Don't be upset...jie also miss my ~~Ex-Boyfriend~~ alot!! Wanna cry find me worx...My water tap is still not locked yet!! DeeDee Mei...I always tell people this but i cannot do it! I don't know why but i still gonna tell you that...My dear you got to stay strong!! Cheer up even though it is hard...try alright!! There is a will ,there is a way!! Anything still can come find me...haiz!! Pray hard i will pass...if not i surely die!! I still love ~~Nicholas Lee SiXian~~ but there is nothing i could do!! Haiz...
Dear...
I still miss you..
I still want you back...
Are we drifting apart??
Or what i said was true...
You like another girl in your school or class...
Haiz..
No matter what still wanna tell you that i still love you!!
Well...Before i go there is so many photos waiting for me to upload!! All are overdue photos...And video that i requested Hiroko to send me de!! Rozilah Birthday Bash...lolx!![Pictures might not be in order]

2009-05-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday My Dearest Rozilah Niece..

Well.. Wasn't a good day to me bahx!! Today i supposed to work at morning 8am but guess what time i woke up?!?! 7.45am...What the!! Hmm...I am always at counter like always! After work went to somewhere and meet XXXXXXXX and before i reach there to meet him...i saw Dee Dee mei!! Catch up with her awhile then we went seperate ways...Hmm after that went home cause i really not feeling well le plus my cough is getting worse!! Gosh...Gonna break down soon!! Sorry my dearest niece that i did not manage to go over and celebrate with you as i seriously not feeling well at that time!! Hope you understand...After rot at home then went downstair meet jing yi jie to catch up awhile!! Lols...Got to go!!

2009-05-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

Maybe i am totally a failure in everything...
Life seem so hard for me to carry on...
Sometime i asked myself...
Why am i still in this world...
I still crying over him...
Why i just cant let go...
I really love him...
I want him back so badly...
Haiz...
Lastly...
I still love him..

2009-05-12T16:32:00.007+08:00

Look's like everything has ended once again..
6 month's of love?
Just ended with a simple word of.. goodbye.
I'll never love someone as deep as i loved you,
you're the third guy who actually broke off with me.
Now i know the feeling of losing someone i truly love once again?
Or maybe.. what i was telling you was true.
" Im the biggest liar, and the greatest loser to made you believe in me. "
I'll always remember those time's we've spent in the beach..
Those time's where you held me in your arm's ..
Those sweet kisses..
Those gentle hug's ..
Those time's where you sent me to school..
Those time's we've spent talking with each other on the phone..
Those time's you argued with me..
Those time's i shed tear's for you..
& this time, when you broke with me.
i'll never forget them, as their already..
A part of me..
Im sorry for letting you be dissapointed in me time & time again..
Im sorry for letting you have those fading feeling's once again,
Im sorry for letting go of your hand time & time again..
Im sorry for letting you have heartache's once again..
Im sorry for letting you.. have the phobia of loving someone again..
& lastly.. im sorry for not being a good stead..
but ask yourself.. ask friend's.. havent i done enough?
Last but not least.. huiluan's officially single once again for 7 days already..
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This quote is from Dee Dee Mei...

Tears are the words
my heart uses to .....
explain when my fake
smile can't cover up
my pain
When you love somebody,
they become a part of you.
That’s why it hurts so much to let them go.
When you love someone that doesn’t love you back
it’s hard to find a way to keep yourself on track.
It leaves your heart broken and hurts so much
but that’s why it’s called a crush.
You hurt me once... shame on you.
You hurt me twice... shame on me.
You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel?
I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?
Trying to forget someone you love
is like trying to remember someone you never met
You never know what you have until its gone
Why am I such a fool? To love someone wen i know i will get hurt.
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Alright...Let stop all this emotional stuff alright!! Seriously i still cannot forget him alright...yesterday on bus out of a sudden so emo!! Hmm...felicia bestie called me twice or thrice then i answer her!! Lols...Well i am still missing him alot and i must admit that!! Haiz...I thought i could just let him go but i can't!! Anyone willing to help to kick this drug addict...he is just like my drug addict and i really need him every day in my life!! BUT I AM SURE I CANNOT KICK IT LE!! Well stop those drug addict and stuff alright...Hmm today i had my social studies and physics!! Thanks for asking him to ask me study hard if not i surely hack care about it de...Well physics is kind of like super hard alright even though i retain but i seriously prefer Mr.Lew than Mr.Koh la. Mr.Koh sucks can...Sorry to say that but this is the facts la!! I rather have Mr.Lew teach me than him alright...Haiz!! Look like i flunk this two papers once again...i do not have enough time to write about social studies!! It like what the hell can...i write till half way thru then sleep after that Mdm.Sue wake me up and i was shocked..Well why i sleep half way thru because i'm really tired and why i am tired is because i slept at three am plus!! Why i so late sleep because i was crying during that time!! Since after i break up with him...i have many sleepless night!! Well...Is expected de la!! Well...Tomorrow is chemistry paper and Chinese listening comprehension!! Wish me good luck alright...Nicholas!! If you happen to pass by my blog don't mind do me a very big favour that is always asking me to study hard?!?! Please...well i got to go study for tomorrow paper le!! Bye Readers~
Dear...
I hope you won't mind if i still call you that..
Today is the seventh days i am living without...
Everyday i am still hoping that miracle might happen...
Hoping one day you will come back to me...
After crying for seven days...
I finally know that i have never cried so much for anyone of my boyfriend but you..
Hearing you started love being single...
I afraid i have no more chances...
But no matter what i will wait...
As long as i still love you...
I will wait...
Just hope you will give me chance?
Will you give me the chance?
Reply me alrite..
By sms, msn or email also...
I STILL WAITING FOR YOU MY DEAR!!
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From Dee Dee Mei:
dun be so upset alrite??
everything ish gonna b alrite de..
We,pri skool frens will b dere 4 uue wen uue nid us dere de..
Without him is NOT equal to losin everything..
it isnt d end of d world!
uue still hav a long wae to go..
dere are mani opportunities for uue to create and achieve..
dun giv up!
i believe i will be able to see uue standin up strong again..

To Dee Dee Mei:
Girl...
I really hope that everything will be alright as soon as possible...
I also wish that i can go back to that girl that will stand up strong...
I know you people will stand by my side...
At here...
I thanks you guys...
I know that losing him is not equal of losing life for you people but for me...
Well...
There is long way for me to overcome alot alot of thing!!
I am already on the verge of breaking down le...
I had fall down once again...
This time i do not know how long can i stand up once again..
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2009-05-11T19:52:00.001+08:00

Well...there is time i really wanna give up!! But can i?!?! I can't because i got to stand strong but i simply just can't?!?! Well...Anyone can tell me whye?!?! Haiz...

I still love you...Dear

2009-05-10T15:46:00.004+08:00

This post is specially delicate to NICHOLAS LEE SIXIAN..

Today is the fifth day that i live without you le...
You always wanting me to give up on you...
Well...
I grant your wish ba...
Maybe like Kai Hui say de...
Is time to let you go le...
What is the point holding you when you no longer love me le...
Well...
Hope you still those very good friend that damn close just like last time when we are together...
Maybe both of us too understand each other thinking le...
So why not i just let you go instead fan you till you hate me...
多一个朋友好过少一个朋友!!
Well...
But you will forever be in my heart...
And i will wait for you because i still love you...
But as for now i will let go you!!
我选择放手,不是因为我不爱你了,而是因为我太爱你了,所以才决定我选择放手!
Goodbye 291008..

2009-05-10T12:28:00.006+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!!

Today is MOTHER'S DAY!! And i can sleep longer today as yesterday night i did not sleep well...Just finish some household chores!! Well...now chating online with bestie!! Hmm...Really wanna thanks alot people that care for me especially bestie!! Well...Bestie finally wake up le but me leh?!?! Haven...I now just felt like play M.I.A,cut wrist,jump building,eat panadol to numb myself and stuff!! Maybe i really gone crazy le...Well don't what to say le alright!! But no matter what...thanks guys!!

From: Kai Hui Tofuel Sister
Cheer up ba . .
even I can't do anything but still got to try your best to
cheer up k ? even if u break up with him
and u say u still want wait .. but how long u can wait ??
up to you ba , since u chose to wait
then Jiay0us ba ! (:
anything can come and find me or cherie they all k ??
dun sad la (:

&&

You told me to let go .. and yes I did (:
But now should be my turn to tell u try to let go le ba
I know is hard to let go but no matter
what u still have to let go
in order let to both of u not to get hurt ..
hope u really can understand
I know u love him alot but
thing will change , so no matter how hard u try
it still no use ..
u got try your best to let go your hand
be like me , happy and cheerful person everyday
got to show him , without him u still can
stay happy . . (:
Cheer up la sister .. dun sad la
I know is hurtful but u still have to try
give yourself sometime
to think about it , it may really help
that what I do , then jiu always tio suan
by u for emo-ing .. ??? but
it is ok , at least I now have let go le .. Hahas ..
stay happy is always the best choice ! (:
jiay0us ! you sure can do it de ... >.<

To Kai Hui Tofuel Sister:
Well...
I thought i really stand a chance but all this is just a fake hope...
Is so disappointing...
Ya...
I remember i told you to let go...
Seriously...
Sometimes i wish i could let go of him but it seem so hard...
And it hurts alot...
I don't know why...
But one day i will let go ba...
Thanks Sister!!

From Vivien Mei:
HuiLuan; Jiejie, Cheersup (: Dont sad. Anything, can call me (:

To Vivien Mei:
Thanks mei...
Maybe is time for me to be the strong girl back ba...
Haiz...
Maybe i should let go...
But just don't know i cannot...
Maybe is because for the past 6 months i am always together and i had alot memories with him that why cannot let go bah...
Every wound need time to heal but i don't know my will take how long to heal...
Anyways thanks...
Jia you for your examination...

2009-05-09T21:56:00.004+08:00

Why lovestory always seem like fairytale..
Why it is always so hurtful...
Why everything is so sweet at the start but so hurtful in the end...
Why cannot have a everlasting love...
Why love cannot be simple...
Why so complicated...
Why is so hard to let go...
Why everything is a lie...
Why you gave me fake hope...
Why??
Why??
Why??
There is so many why in my mind??

Those people that wanna to disown me...
Kindly disown me la...
I very sure i will hurt myself really very soon...
And after exam...
I gonna play M.I.A...
Anyone care to join?!?!

Well...let don't talk about that le!! Hmm..today early morning jiu pei mother go geylang de area for buddhist thing then do thing till 2pm plus!! After that i take cab back to tampines 1 to meet my brother as i going buy mother day present!! After that head home...and rot!! Seriously...I am tired!! Well...Yesterday my mum asked me to buy thing so i went to met my brother and i saw HIM and that point of time...i shed my tears!! I don't know whether if he got saw me but i very confirm i saw him and i cried again!! Haiz...while running towards to meet my brother!! I saw DARREN,DERRICK,JUSTIN AND BENJAMINE SEOW going 450 to play basketball!! Oh gosh...HE is there can?!?! What am i supposed to do??

2009-05-08T14:14:00.008+08:00

Dear Readers...Hihi!! I am back lerr...lols!! Well recently is busying with my MID YEAR EXAMINATION...I guess i gonna fail the paper again!! Is like totally no confident at all as most of my paper i flunk it especially today de MATHEMATICE & GEOGRAPHY!! How how?!?! Die lor...Well recently too many thing happen le!! I could only say i cannot take it!! Hmm...Well i am back to SINGLE already!! BUT I WILL WAIT FOR HIM...I WANT NO ONE ELSE EXCEPT HIM HIM HIM!! Well...I REALLY MISS HIM ALOT ALOT ALOT!! I REALLY WANT HIM BACK...HAIZ!! Well...Got to go for now!! Got Time Then Will Update Again...

A Thousands Thanks To:

Benson
Celina
Cherie
Clara
Don
Eileen
Felicia
Geok Peng
Germaine
Jason
Kai Hui
Kar Zhun
Pual
Shi Hui
Shirley
Tom
Wang Hong
Yi Ling

They really tried their best to cheer me up...Thanks Friends!!

Dear...
I know i should not call you this name but i really too used to calling you this name...
I really wanna to know whether is there any chances that we can still be together...
Losing you is just like losing my life...
Come back to me hao ma??
I miss you alot alot...
I love you many many...
And now i want you back right now now...
Give me one more chance hao ma??
I really need you badly...
No matter what i will wait for you...
I will wait till the day that you come back to me
I swear...
Don't give me fake hope alright...
Is you told me that everyone stand a chance de...
And i really do believe you so don't give me fake hope...
Dear...i still love you!!

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2009-05-06T15:52:00.005+08:00

I still love him...
Why the history is repeating again??
I don't wanna end off this relationship...
I want it to carry on till forever..
I want nobody else but him...
I still waiting for him to come back to be mine...
I love him...
I need him...
I miss him...
I really need him badly...
Why god you gonna take him away from me??
Why??
I LOVE NICHOLAS LEE SIXIAN...
DON'T SNATCH HIM FROM ME CAN??
I NEED HIM BADLY..
I waiting for him to come back to me...

2009-05-05T22:15:00.001+08:00

Exam is just tomorrow so from tomorrow onwards, i will be studying so wouldn't have time for blogging!! So people...forgive me alright!!
Do you still love me?!?!
You said that it had affect our relationship due to our busy-ness...
Will the day i hatred be here very soon?!?!
No...
I hope so...
Fairy Godmother...
Please help me...
I really cannot lose him...

2009-05-03T15:33:00.002+08:00

Today...i did not went to work as too tired plus going out study!! So at around 2pm plus met with shi hui after finish packing my thing then we took bus 291 to tampines mart as we meeting felicia there...So study till 5pm plus then jiu went home as dad wanted me go home earlier...then went to prepare my school stuff for tomorrow then went to do some house chores after that prepare dinner!! Then jiu use computer kind later...then help dear print things after that pass him then watch show after that went to sleep le..

Tired...
Tired...
Still Tired..
Last but not least...I miss you dear!!

2009-05-02T18:31:00.003+08:00

I am really tired today...i don't know why maybe is didn't sleep well plus work!! Hmm...well is kind of bored without CHIU TING MUMMY today!!After work...ME and SHI HUI MEI went to tampines interchange there de $1.80 chicken rice to meet up with DEAR as he is having his break at 12.45pm!! After pei him back then ME and SHI HUI MEI wen shopping at Tampines One..and we decided to save money and buy the thing we wanted!! Arrgg...after went home keep on anyhow throw temper due to too tired le!! And now i got to go as i really tired..Bye readers!

2009-05-01T18:29:00.004+08:00

Happy Labour Day to Everyone~

Hmm...but i did not sleep for yesterday night so as for tonight i will be sleeping earlier bahx!! I believe...Hmm...morning wake up at 7am then went to prepare work stuff then 7.30am went out of house!! Oh ya...before i forget DEAR is going back to work today!! Well..good luck to him!! Lols~Then when taking bus 291 to work...CHIU TING MUMMY is on the bus too!! So chatted with her...then punch in work as a runner at first after go break then come back is kitchen de grill!! Hmm...today is a busy day!! Really alot customer...Finish work le!! Went to speak to BAO XIAN KOR as he want to know what happen yesterday as CHAU did told him something!! After that went into crew room chatted with all those AUNTIES...having alot fun!! They are my jokers...After that wrote my request for off day then quickly head to tampines mall as i going to be late soon!! Met DEAR then pei him go eat...And started MOODSWING plus i don't even know why?!?! Then DEAR tried to cheer up but he make me smile!! Thanks DEAR ...i know you tried le!! After pei him...then went home and rot!! Hmm...so decided update my blog!! Hmm...seriously i still quite angry about yesterday thing!!

To:Someone That Really Need To Learn About Cherish..
为什么许多人要等到失去才会学会什么叫珍惜?
失去的东西在把它找回来,
我相信感觉一定会有不一样!
就打个比如,
失去的感觉在你的爱情,
当你挽回了但是感觉也已经不像是以前了.
什么叫珍惜?
你们知道吗?

To: Kai Hui Tofuel

Sister...
Cheer up alright...
I know there is nothing much i can say or do for you...
But don't worry girl...
When you need me...
Just tell me alright...
I will always be there for you...
CHEER UP GIRL~

To:Cherie Darling
Darling...
Seriously don't think too much alright...
Think positively alright...
Remember i will always be there for you too...
CHEER UP DARLING..

To:Shirley Mei
I agree with you...
DOTA is a girl de boyfriend stealer...
Hahax...
Sad larhx...
They always play dota then forget about us de...
Haiz..

To:Felicia Bestie
Bestie...
Thanks for being the one pei-ing me sms yesterday when i am sad and down...
Thanks for lending me your listening ear...
Girl...
Monday must come school la...
If not i will bored to death...
谢谢你~

To: Dear
I know that today i having quite emo...
I sorry...
I really don't know what happen to me...
All i can say ish sorry,
And still sorry!!
对不起~

2009-04-29T22:28:00.004+08:00

Happy 6th months Anniversary!!

Well...today actually supposed to be a happy day as FELICIA BESTIE coming back school but when this morning i switch on my phone and i saw a message from FELICIA BESTIE telling me that she not coming school!! Sianz...then my dearest SHIRLEY MEI also never come so in class only left ME,EILEEN MEI and WANG HONG!! School is bored like as per normal...after school waited for SHI HUI MEI to come out take bus then she came out with KELVIN MEI FU,HUI HUI MEI and GERMAINE MEI!! Then went to take bus 225 green plate...can't wait to see dear!! Lols...Then reach bedok interchange all of us wen seperate ways except ME and SHI HUI MEI!! Hmm...went home to put my bag inside de books and help to somethings!! After awhile jiu head to dear's house as promise...today pei him!! Lols...important date you know?!?! Went home at 7.15pm plus after that went to shower,do stuff and had dinner after that use computer and chatted with KAH HUI TOFUEL SISTER and FELICIA BESTIE!! Don't jealous alright...i know ME and FELICIA BESTIE very close!! She went to edited two photos and it look nice lor...Well the pictures will be below!! Don't jealous worx...well i got to go as tomorrow got school!! Well...just a reminder for 3A4 pupils!! Please kindly bring 10 dollars and oral digital thermometer for tomorrow!! 10 dollars is for the deposit for the class t-shirt while thermometer is for tomorrow temperature taking!! Bye Guys~

2009-04-28T17:26:00.001+08:00

Today school is still kind of bored...maybe is because without Felicia Bestie bahx!! I miss her alot lor..But not much worry as she is coming back tomorrow!! Yeah...Today got chemistry common test but then half way through the test i fell asleep!! Also do not understand why recently i am so tired...Maybe i really nid a break le!! Well...i think i will failed my chemistry test liao lor!! Hmm..after school jiu go home!! Good girl right?!?! Well...is to watch show la. Well...i will be working 6pm to 10pm as they down crew!! Well...iie got to go now!! Bye guys~

2009-04-27T22:00:00.005+08:00

Dear Readers...Sorry for being missing in action for 2 days!! Well...i shall slowly update later!! Other people might think i crazy just to wake up to do blogging meh?!?! Of course not...i woke up at around 3.45am then went to prepare my cooking stuff!! Well...what is the dish?!?! The dish is POTATO,CARROT and PORK PORRIDGE[The photo is below]...lols!! Don't know why recently i really love porridge a lot...As for my school life for today!! Like as per normal it is always so bored can?!?! Hmm...Kind of suay today!! Kena caught by Mdm Sue again today...haiyo!! Hmm...after school jiu faster go home as i wanted to finish my show as soon as possible!! Hmm...not much time left lerr as mid year exam is only left 10 days le!! Jia you bahx...everyone!! After watching show...at around 3pm plus went out to go find dear!! Then slack slack awhile then at around 5pm plus jiu go home le!! Then used computer all the way now!! Well...Shall update what i am doing for the past 2 days!! And sleep...lols!! I soon not later might turn into pig!! Lols...
Sometimes am i too selfish??
Why am i always depending others??
Why just can't i be independent??
Maybe i am really too selfish lerr..
Well..
I think is time for me to make a change le...
I'm sorry...
I'm really sorry to cause you with all this trouble...
Even though you do not want me blame on myself but i just feel really bad..
I'm Really Sorry!!

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Well...today working is fun but I AM LATE DUE TO I'M OVERSLEPT!! Really fun...maybe is because i work at kitchen together with chui ting mummy!! She is the best alright...hahax!! There is time...my working place really disappoint me alot!! Conflicts...conflicts and still conflicts!! Certain Auntie somemore and what more...Certain managers too!! Using indirectly method...Isn't it so disappointing!! Well..I ended my work at around 1.30pm then went home and rot!! Well...using computer and watch show!! Got to go...tmr got school!!
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As per normally...today is my working day!! So went to work...i am not late ok!! NOT ME!! Hmm...kind of bored don't know why just wish to end work faster!! Maybe is because i tired...recently i am very tired easily i also don't know why!! When working...there is something happen which made me felt she really have attitude problem!! Well...is you yourself after clear crowd jiu punch out then when finish clearing the crowd i still tell you i punch out lia0 leh!! Then you still ask me do MDS...i was so stud alright so i like don't know what is happen but what you said?!?! I because of tom...then don't want help you work?!?! Am i this kind of person[If you say is because of dear is another case]...Disappointed plus i don't what to say le!! Finish work then chatted online with JASON LIU SHAN BAO...so long never see him liaox!! Hmm..manage to met him at north park la together with his dog[Picture Below]!! Well...the dog is cute but i still scare of that dog lorhx!! After meeting and chat then went to meet dear as i going his house to study...Guai kia ok?!?! Lols...around 8pm plus jiu went home then online and chatted with dear online!! Hmm...got to now bye as got to work next day!!

2009-04-24T22:06:00.006+08:00

A Brand New Start Of Me

Today i am really tired...i don't know why!! Actually when mum called me to wake up,i wanted to stand up already but don't know why i still fall back into sleep!! Hmm... Went to faster prepare get to school before i am LATE!! So went to take bus 18 to bedok interchange after that at bedok interchange change to bus 225 to school!! On bus...luckily got KAI HUI TOFUEL pei me if not i confirm sleep de! Hmm...when i reach there SHI HUI MEI,GERMAINE MEI,CELINA MEI,VANESSA MEI,CLARA MEI,JUN HAN DI,AGEN,YI XUE and JING JIE!! After awhile SIEU MEI jiu come lerr...soon the bell rang!! Then when it is time for morning assembly,we went to the hall as today have rite award!! Well..is like super long can and i tired!! Well...what surprise me is that ISABELLA MEI talk to me which i don't even dare to believe it can?!?! Is like i shock can?!?! Hmm...finally the rite award is finish so went to my food and nutrition class then after that went for chinese!! And chinese got 公函 but i all alone without FELICIA BESTIE...arrgg i miss her alot alot!! Just hope she will come back school as soon as possible as countdown to MID YEAR EXAMINATION is like only LEFT 12 DAYS!! So everyone got to JIA YOU ALRIGHT...Then i never went to recess with 2 reasons!! Firstly is because i am not in the mood and secondly ish because i don't have the money!! After that was math and we having a test and guess what i do not know anything about it so i tried my best to do the test!! Hope god will help me bah...lols right?!?! After that was english as the first period was exchange with the last period...Well Mdm Norwati[Don't know whether spell correct her name] was really fed up with us!! Hmm...as for us,we were hoping she will not come our class as my class people don't like her!! While ME,SHIRLEY MEI and WANG HONG at class playing cross word puzzle till all our classmates is gone and we still playing!! Lols...after that went to BDN McDonald awhile then took bus 17 back to tampines!! I fell asleep during the bus ride...hmm kind of tired!! Actually stayed at near by my house area after i went home as there is no one at home...ask dear to come up as there is things i need to do!! Hmm..he went off at around 3.30pm plus!! Then i went to do my thing and use computer till so long...i got to go as tomorrow got work & i going dear house to study too!! Bye Readers..Stay Tune For My Next Post!!

I really wish that i wasn't so sensitive and think too much...
Not that i don't trust you nor believe you but the thing is your class got so many pretty girls...
How can expect me not to scare or to cry...
That day at safra,i also cry about this...
But you doesn't seem like you care...
Why is that so..
I am here so afraid but...
maybe is really i think too much bahx...

2009-04-23T21:59:00.012+08:00

Morning..iie almost overslept l0rhx!! Manage tuu meet shi hui and germaine at bedok interchange and wen tuu skul tqt!! Then chatted awhile wen ferr m0rning assembly then g0 back classr00m ferr english!! Teacher kept nagging can?!?! After tat was CME...was listening tuu teacher as iie trying tuu c0mf0rt shirley!! After tat was ge0graphy...faster finish the w0rk and try tuu call shirley but but she ish listening tuu music...then was recess!! As ferr recess iie nvr wen as iie wanna peii shirley s0 ask germaine help miie buy burger!! Then math iie wen ferr c0unselling...t0ld md rachel al0t al0t thing!! And iie g0t al0t advice...hehex!! Then was chemistry then iie was lyk abit n0 m00d study maybe kena affected by shirley bahx!! l0lx...as ferr physics iie skipped as finally st0pped and chatted wif miie regard SUMONE!! Cheer up gurl...after tat stayed back at skul ferr ch0ir briefing wen we saw miss lee and everyone was lyk sh0uting l0rhx!! Miss lee ish complaining abt m0ii english!! So so...today will be the last tym iie typing lyk tis!! Saying abt ch0ir...it make miie fed up wen sum0ne t0ld miie tat there ish ppl wanted us came back c.0.p lyk tw0 years back!! 狗眼看人底...well f0rgive but nvr ever f0rget!! Hmm...after briefing jiu wen h0me tuu meet dear and find felicia!! She ran away fr0m h0me...w0ndering h0w ish she!! Haiz...g0t tuu g0!! Bye guys~

FINALLY UPLOADED ALL OVERDUE PHOTOS..

2009-04-22T20:49:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Ee Chun Ling & Don Kiang Jie Xuan!!

I woke up at abt 5am plus g0in 45mins...hmm wat a tired day!! I felt lyk sleep m0re can?!?! Hmm...faster wen tuu prepare then wen tuu pack m0ii ch0c0late jiu wen tuu meet dear after tat wen tuu take bus tuu bed0k tuu meet up wif kz k0r,d0n k0r,shi hui mei & germaine mei tuu celebrate d0n k0r derr burfdae!! Wat a g00d meii am iie rite?!?! l0lx...BHB!! Hmm...wen tuu buy cake 0nce reach bed0k then waited ferr d0n k0r tuu c0me d0wn after he c0me d0wn then we wen tuu prepare l0rhx!! Then wen we g0 take the cake tuu him...the candle burn his hair!! Hahax..then relight the candle again!! After eating cake then ish t0rture tym!! Wahaha...d0n face g0t al0t cream then pass him present then g0 skul!! The 3 guys pei us..hmm skul ish always s0 b0red derr!! Hmm s0 skip away derr skul part alrite!! After skul meet k0r at mac but cann0t c0ntact dear c0z he battert empty and ish lyk finally he called miie fr0m using public ph0ne!! Faster g0 find him...then at mac awhile g0 find shirley!! Seri0usly seeing her lyk tat make miie heartbreak and iie scare iie will be lyk her!! Well...it will be hell by tat tym!! After s0 l0ng then wen back mac tuu find dear after tat wen back tampines area tuu slack then g0 h0me!! Revise lia0x then use c0mputer...well g0t tuu g0 n0w!! BYE~

2009-04-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

Todae ish 0ur eff0rt pay off day...l0lx!! c0z we having SYF todae...hmmm m0rning hav warm up and run then break after tat get change and prepare tuu wait ferr Miss Lee c0me in...10am Miss Lee in jiu practice practice all the way till 1.05pm we set 0ff tuu VCH!! Every0ne ish w0rried l0rhx...l0lx!! Hmm...Wat we g0t later will tell euu!! Hahax...Then after tat watch three 0ther ch0ir sing then we wen back skul!! After get change jiu g0 h0me and guess wat iie t0tally f0rg0tten m0ii white sh0e!! Arrgg...Wen back tuu tampines and meet up dear!! He pei miie all the way till..7.15pm but then we quarrel in between!! Wen h0me then sh0wer after tat had dinner then d0 s0me h0useh0ld ch0res then revise w0rk then n0w use c0mpter...hmm iie g0t tuu g0 guys!! But bef0re iie g0...let miie tell euu 0ur result bahxx!! Whye n0t euu guys guess?!?!

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And the answer ish SILVER!!!
Wahaha...n0w Miss Lee got tuu treat every choir members ferr chalet!! WEE~

2009-04-19T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...seri0usly iie super tired t0day as iie 0nli sleep at m0rning 4am t0dae as iie chat wif dear till s0 late then wake up 6am plus then sh0wer and stuff then wen tuu w0rk but iie late by abit larhx!! l0lx...hmm t0dae g0t VIP?!?! s0 curi0us wh0 izzit but in the end iie als0 dunn0 wh0!! l0lx...11am wen h0me then prepare g0 skul ferr ch0ir!! Ch0ir ended at 4.30pm after wen h0me and r0t l0rhx!! Sianz...tmr 0nwards iie wun be using c0mputer s0 ya dun miss miie!! And say g00d luck tuu miie ferr tmr SYF bahx!!

2009-04-18T22:54:00.003+08:00

Nearly late t0day but thanks dad fetch miie tuu m0ii w0rk place 0r else iie surely late wan l0rhx...sumtym iie kind 0f fed up larhx!! Dunn0 wat the managers d0ing...hmm life ish sux larhx iie c0uld 0nli say tat!! Well...t0dae iie d0 c0unter and MDS!! Wen back MDS ish lyk super werid larhx c0z s0 l0ng nvr w0rk there l0rhx!! Hmm...punch 0ut at 2pm and pei germaine,celina and b00n jie till three then wen h0me and r0t till 6.30pm then g0 find felicia and dear!! See dear play basketball while trying tuu cheer felicia up...sumtym iie felt tat iie failed tuu a g00d frenz larhx!! Wanna try tuu cheer felicia but iie did n0t!! Useless rite?!?! Hmm...wen h0me hav dinner then use c0mputer till n0w!! Hmm..pictures shall be upload s00n!! And felicia cheer up ...dun sad sad lerr!! s0rrie iie t00 useless lerr cann0t cheer euu up!!

2009-04-17T17:25:00.003+08:00

Todae finally g0t sumb0dy pei miie g0 skul lia0x alrite...Actually wanted tuu meet up wif d0n k0r & kz k0r but ended up 0nli kz k0r wake up!! Hmm...s0 0nli manage tuu meet kz k0r!! Hmm...wen iie g0ing skul then d0n k0r wake up s0 t0t 0f waiting ferr him but ended up iie am late but nvm g0t felicia,shi hui & germaine pei miie late tqt!! l0lx...iie shuld say s0rrie tuu them larhx!! Hmm...t0dae 0ur skul g0t the mini 0lympic games!! Super lame larhx...hmmm after tat wen ferr chinese but then watch m0vie!! I alm0st fall asleep larhx...after tat wen ferr recess ish math!! Many 0f them nvr pay attenti0n as they were t00 tired plus al0t 0f them nvr bring textb00k!! After tat was english and we had test...after tat wen h0me!! I supp0sed hav detenti0n class derr but iie skip...t00 tired lerr!! Wen h0me then wanna sleep lia0x shi hui wake miie up ask miie pei her slack jiu pei l0rhx!! Hmm...als0 pei awhile nia!! After g0 h0me d0 thing then prepare meet dear later...wen maybe d0n k0r c0ming!! Well..yes d0n k0r g0t c0me and we wen tampines 1 walk walk and having al0t 0f fun wif dear and k0r!! Well it ish lyk s0 l0ng nvr c0me 0ut wif k0r l0rhx...realli miss last tym l0rhx!! l0lx...well g0t tuu g0 sleep lerr!! Tmr g0t tuu w0rk 8am...bye guys!

2009-04-16T20:36:00.003+08:00

Wen tuu skul al0ne AGAIN t0dae =.-!! Ish s0 b0red g0ing skul al0ne alrite...iie simply hate tat feeling can?!?! Hmm...first peri0d ish english...alm0st fall asleep dunn0 whye?!?!Jus damn tiredd...then sec0nd peri0d was CME !!
Then g0 d0 sumthing abt resilience...l0lx!! Well as ferr third peri0d ish ge0graphy...felicia did n0t wen tuu hist0ry then stay in 0ur ge0graphy class and chat!! Hahax...then wen ferr recess and makan!! After tat wen back tuu class ferr math but then math teacher nvr c0me!! s0 a relief teacher t00k 0ver...then half way thr0ugh iie slept till chemistry class finish...iie dun even n0e!! l0lx...Mr Ng still say "HUILUAN...You cannot sleep you know!!" l0lx...iie dun even n0e iie fall asleep l0rhx!! After tat wen physics then helped 0ut michelle wif her F&N w0rk!! After tat wen back classr00m ferr c0ntact time...but they busying d0ing the flag!! Then bell rang jiu faster wen 0ut tuu meet dear && kz k0r!! After tat wen tuu mac c0z germaine wanna g0 tie her hair..Plus iie wanna buy drinks...dear br0ught drinks and apple pie l0lx!! Then walked tuu card sh0p dunn0 ferr wat and by tat tym iie and germaine already walked seperated ways lia0x!! After tat we walked tuu g0 take bus 28 tuu 201 then walked tuu dear h0use!! Go there revise work...after 6.30pm plus wen home!! Then after dinner jiu use c0mputer...Then wen tuu hang clothes as m0ii eldest sister ish w0rking while hanging the cl0thes iie c0nference wif kz k0r,d0n k0r & nic!! All...bully miie l0rhx!! Gang up bully miie..wanna cry lia0x larhx!! Currently having headache...Got tuu go rest lerr...bye guys!! From nxt week onward...iie will g0 M.I.A from blog!! Coz iie nid a break...iie t00 tired lia0x!!

2009-04-15T20:31:00.004+08:00

Recently i think alot...i should say maybe i think too much le!! 也许我想太多..Sometimes i tired 0f life already!!! Maybe there is thing is time to give up le!! Seri0usly tired 0f life but what to do?? Still got to carry on right?!?!

I'm Tired...Give Me A Break Please!!

2009-04-14T21:32:00.002+08:00

Today ish m0ii b0ring day...iie dunn0 whye maybe ish bec0z with0ut felicia bahx!! Alot ppl miss her alrite...iie d0ubt n0 0ne will miss miie bahx l0lx!! Well...skul ish still alrite!! Nth much happen except math teacher nvr c0me as her m0dern dance...finish skul wen tuu mac then g0 537 makan wif t0m and siva after tat wen back skul ferr ch0ir!! Seri0usly was quite fed up...dunn0 wat the hell they d0ing larhx!! 2 m0re practices jiu SYF lia0x still play summ0re!! w0ndering h0w tuu aim ferr br0nze larhx...s0 sc0lded!! Then there ish tis 4 express f0reigner c0mmented stupid tuu 4 NA student...seri0usly iie n0e tis might s0und 0ffended tuu sum 0f them but h0pe euu guys understand tat I AM NOT REFERING TUU YOU ONLI TUU TAT BITCH!! Seri0usly...euu jus a f0reigner tat lucky wen int0 express!! Choir ish a team...n0t jus euu a pers0n alrite!! Jus a minor mistake d0 euu hav tuu c0mment stupid...if iie were tuu say euu are a stupid retard ugly freak!! h0w w0uld euu feel?!?! Hurtful rite?!?! Stupid ish hurtful t00...hav euu ever spare a th0ught ferr 0thers?!?! Seri0usly larhx...say ppl say yurself alrite!! If euu think euu s0 clever then whye c0me bed0k t0wn?!?! s0 clever then g0 special stream larhx whye at express steam!! Plz...use yur head tuu think alrite!! Think bef0re euu say...And if euu n0e wh0 euu are then g0 think whether did iie said wr0ng anything!! Euu n0e wh0 euu are...

2009-04-11T22:56:00.003+08:00

Dear ppl...t0dae w0rking at Tampines Mall ish t0tally sux alrite!! There derr crews sux,crew leaders sux and the managers there sux t00...iie swear nvr ever g0ing tuu attachment tuu there anym0re!! Nvr...realli g0t fed up 0f them and thanks tuu there derr certain managers!! Disturb chau...0ur manager derr resting tym!! Seri0usly s0 wat chau used tuu w0rk tampines mall!! Chau...seri0usly iie realli s0 s0rrie tuu cause s0 much tr0uble tuu euu!! After finish w0rk jiu g0 TN3 still expect will see ba0 xian k0r but but he change shift wif xue ting s0 iie slack awhile jiu g0 h0me get sh0wer and get changed after tat iie wen tuu meet dear!! Hmm...then slack till 5pm plus bahx then wen h0me then nvr eat jiu used c0mputer all the way till n0w!! Hmm...dear ish practicing his guitar while chatting wif miie 0n ph0ne!! Sad...he dun wan t0k tuu miie lia0x!! Sad larhx...well well jus j0kking larhx!! He g0t t0k tuu miie larhx...well iie g0t tuu g0 lerr!! Bye Guys~

2009-04-10T20:32:00.006+08:00

Dear Readers,
GIVE ME A BREAK!! I'M REALLY TIRED OF LIFE...GIVE ME TIME TO THINK! I WANNA BE A GOOD GIRLFRIEND,NU-ER,FRIENDS AND STUDENT...SO GUYS GIVE ME THE SUPPORT I NEED ALRIGHT!! BUT DO GIVE ME SOMETIME...AND I SURELY WILL SHOW YOU THAT THE SUPPORT THAT HAD GIVEN TO ME WILL NEVER GONE INTO VAIN!!

And and...

Dear,
GIVE ME TIME...I REALLY WANNA SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I REALLY LOVE YOU SO DEAR DON'T GIVE UP ON ME AND YOURSELF ALRIGHT!! THANKS DEAR FOR GIVING ME ANOTHER CHANCE AND I PROMISE YOU IT ALSO WOULDN'T GONE INTO VAIN TOO...I SWEAR!!! THANKS FOR ALL PAST 5 MONTHS PLUS DERR EFFORT THAT YOU PUT IN AND NOW IS TIME FOR ME TO PUT IN. SO DEAR PROMISE ME...DON'T GIVE UP YOURSELF AND ME!! ESPECIALLY DON'T EVER GIVE UP ON ME!! LASTLY...THANKS AND I LOVE YOU!!

2009-04-09T22:18:00.003+08:00

Well...t0dae wen tuu skul but nvr g0 class c0z kena excuse ferr ch0ir thingy!! Ppl in class...g0t miss miie?!?! l0lx...BHB!!! Hmm...t0dae iie damn tired kept walking up and d0wn wif white high heels sh0es!! Hmm...well 0n the bus kept chatting wif dear!! Hahax...he ish tired!! Saddd...then wen back skul watch vide0 after tat get change then wen tuu eat!! Damn hungry can...then after tat wen h0me wif shi hui then sleep in bus!! Then reach h0me jiu sleep...t00 tired ferr everything lia0x!! Sleep till 5pm then wake get sh0wer and stuff....didn't take dinner as dun felt lyk!! Kept using c0mputer and chat wif dear!! Hmm...shall g0 rest s00n as tmr g0t w0rk!! Bye Guys!!

Don kor...iie pr0mise euu!! I shall n0t be s0 naive anym0re...and thanks k0r ferr all al0ng helping miie al0ng and cheering miie up and giv miie advice!! Thanks k0r...ily!!

Dear...iie miss euu al0t al0t larhx!! Jus a few days n0t meeting euu ish lyk years larhx...try tuu be free alrite!! I miss euu lyk g0ing crazy lia0x l0rhx..thanks ferr always being by m0ii side wen iie nid sum0ne tuu t0k tuu!! Dear iie lurve euu...291008 till f0rever!!

And bec0z m0ii dear && m0ii k0r derr sake...iie shall change!! Since last tym iie put in the eff0rt tuu change whye n0t jus put in m0re eff0rt tuu change ferr the better rite?!?! Jia You Bahx...LIM HUI LUAN!!!

2009-04-08T20:14:00.002+08:00

Wen...ask m0iiself 0ut 0f a sudden?!?! Tuu them am iie jus a t00l 0r a frenz?!?! Whye in tis w0rld muz hav tw0 headed snake?!?! Haiz...ish tat all wat ish frenz ferr?!?! Whye thing ish in tis way?!?!

2009-04-07T20:36:00.004+08:00

Hmm iie seri0usly quite stress wif m0ii health pr0blem!! Having pr0blem recently...iie seri0usly tired 0f pr0blems lerr!! Realli h0ping iie 0ne day will realli free fr0m pr0blem l0rhx!!! Hmm...recently iie realli lyk t0tally l0st interest 0f studies lerr!! OMG...cann0tt!! LIM HUI LUAN EUU GOT TUU BUCK UP C0Z EXAM ISH AR0UND THE C0RNER...CANN0T SLACK!! But h0w wish iie c0uld larhx!! Hmm...iie realli s00n n0t later will be pig derr l0rhx!! Haiy0...seri0usly iie n0 l0nger wh0 ish true tuu miie while wh0 ish fake tuu miie!! Wh0 ish treat miie lyk treasure and wh0 treat miie jus lyk a t00l!! Sumtym iie realli dun wanna n0e the truth...iie dun wanna n0e the truth!! The truth ish always s0 hurtful derr!!
Don k0r...tell miie wat tuu d0?!?!

2009-04-06T22:06:00.002+08:00

Life ish damn sux ferr miie recently alrite...mani thing happen at one tym!! I suddenly d0 n0t n0e wat tuu made decisi0n already!! Haiz...todae iie could say iie nvr learn anything alrite!! I had been sleeping dunn0 h0w l0ng larhx but iie still tired?!?! w0ndering whye?!?! Dun t0k abt tis...much m0re angry derr ish wen iie g0 0ut 0f skul && it ish raining!! WTF alrite...BEDOK INTERCHANGE KENA FLOOD WIF WATER LARHX AND MOII SKUL SHOES ISH WET CAN?!?! Hmm...kind of fed up larhx!! Wen tuu find dear at his h0use after awhile then his mei came h0me!! Hmm...SUMONE SAY IIE SPAMMER SIA!!! WANNA CRY LIAOX...FELICIA!! MUZ HELP MIIE W0RX!! l0lx...super rand0m alrite!! Well...wen tuu met a 0ld frenz after tat wen h0me!! Hmm...then iie f0und 0ut tat sumtym iie dunn0 wh0 tuu trust anym0re!! n0 l0nger n0e wat ish rite and wat ish wr0ng lerr!! Asking m0iiself...wh0 can iie trust n0w?!?! m0ii b0iifrenz,m0ii classmates,m0ii cl0ser frenz?!?! I dunn0...haiz!! Dun ask miie c0z iie dun even n0e whye?!!?

2009-04-04T22:44:00.002+08:00

Well...t0day ish m0ii w0rking day!! I AM NOT LATE TODAY ALRITE...dun always say iie late larhx!!! Hmm...j0sias la0 pa ish 0n TV and n0w he ish lyk kind 0f fam0us larhx!! Hahax...c0ngratz la0 pa!!! Hahax...well nxt m0nth g0ing tuu tuu learning McCafe thingy lerr!! Will be fun bahx...tat ish wat iie believe wahaha?!?! But veri far lehxx!! Hmm...well t0dae iie kena lyk a ball beening thr0w here and there and they even f0rget iie haven eat!! Sad larhx..but ish alrite!! I als0 n0 m00d tuu eat due tuu t0ns 0f stuff larhx!! Well...after w0rk sat d0wn chat wif j0sias la0 pa wif al0t stuff after tat t00k bus h0me!! Sh0wer lerr and stuff then wen d0wnstair tuu find frenz after tat she wen back h0me while iie still at n0rth park!! Then till 6pm and then wen h0me chatted wif Kar Zhun Kor during tat peri0d 0f tym!!! Too mani tuu be menti0n already...haiz!! Totally made miie n0 m00d tuu eat 0r d0 anything!! Lao pa ish c0mplaining m0ii energy level ish dr0pping lia0x!! SADDD T_T Shall n0t menti0n much m0re...ish message tym and s0rrie t0day n0 ph0t0s!! s0rrie!!

Message Tym

To Dear:
Dear...wat happened tuu b0th 0f us?!?! Whye everything seem n0 l0nger the same lerr?? Tell miie whye ha0 mahx?!?! Seri0usly iie think we nid tuu find sumtym face tuu face t0k tuu each 0ther!!

To Amanda Lao Po:
Gurl heard tat euu are sick...TAKE CARE WORX!!

To Kar Zhun Kor:
Lyk iie said ish yur decision alrite...iie will supp0rt yur decisi0n derr.

To Vivien Mei:
Gurl Cheer up alritee!! Jia y0u...snatch m0ii ahh dii back tuu euu!! Dun ever l0se tuu tat gurl!!

2009-04-03T15:40:00.007+08:00

A Super Long Post

Ppl s0rrie ferr being s0 em0ti0nal recently...realli had t00 much pr0blems tqt lerr!! Felt damn stress up...Plz understand if 0ut 0f a sudden iie sh0uted at euu!! Well...skul are as per n0rmal b0red alrite!! Except ferr the last peri0d alrite...d0 s0 mani cute things!! Alrite...iie g0ing crazy s00n!! Shi Hui & Germaine can't stand miie already!! Well tmr g0t tuu w0rk...s0 iie shall g0 rest lerr!! Bye Guys~

Message Time

To Dear: Seri0usly wat happen tuu euu?!?! I realli dunn0...euu hav been sleeping l0ng h0urs ferr the past 2 tuu 3 days!! I realli dunn0 wat tuu say 0r tuu d0 alrite...l00king at yur p0st!! I n0e euu realli changed...changed till a pers0n tat iie n0 l0nger n0e lerr!! Started ask m0iiself am iie realli yur gurlfrenz?!?! Whye iie d0esn't seem lyk n0e euu derr?!?! Can euu tell miie wat happen btw us?!?! Go back tuu the NICHOLAS LEE SI XIAN tat iie n0e can?!?! I realli w0ndering euu said euu was c0ntr0led by sum0ne but wh0 izzit?!?! Me?!?! Well...euu said euu pulled an0ther pers0n d0wn tat was miie!! Hey euu realli nvr had pulled miie d0wn ish iie willing tuu peii euu derr!! Euu said euu n0e the truth but wat ish the truth mind telling miie?!?! Euu said euu changed...yes iie agreed!! A heartless pers0n....iie dunn0!! Wat happen tuu euu?!?! TELL ME...ish there an0ther quarrel ish c0ming?!?! I dun wan...

His First Post: Life is beating down on me again. The only difference is things are getting worse. The effort i put in and nothing comes back. No one understands, why has it got to be me? Maybe the problem is me, thinking back the past is happening again. Everything is falling into place maybe Gary's advise was right! Wait when was his advise wrong? I though that things will finally turn for the better but it seems that i pull another person down with me. Finally i know what is the truth,and the truth lie with me. I think through a lot and this is what i can say:" I do not want to be in control by other people, I want to live my own life in my own way!"

His Second Post: Thing are getting clearer, how i wish i dunno the truth. I must take action but i dunno what to do. I notice i have changed the way i make my decisions about things. Maybe after some time i am not the person i used to be. I wont be in control of other people, I live my own life. Cant u see it yourself? Your actions are revealing everything! what exactly is going on? i dunno and i dun understand. Troubles are bound to happen and a turn in life is needed. A heartless person i might be but when it comes to my life, i wont let people use me. What might happen? No one knows. What i give is not what i get. Do you know what i really want? A decision to be made... ______________________________________________________
Morning i brought my darling to sch then i went home and sleep like a log. In the afternoon my darling pei me awhile before she goes to work and i, meet my friends.I went to Hougang to meet with kuan wee and we went home tgt. We waited for bus 89 and it took like ages before it finally came.After that i met with one of my old friend at bedok because she wanna ask me to help her with her sch work and also pei her slack awhile. We meet up at bedok library. In the end she brought biology stuff which i dun even learn it in sch. zZz What a long day finally time for Family! actually wanted to meet my family over at my mum's place to eat supper tgt but dad was very tired so i decided to drop de idea and went home.When i reach home dad and mum came down from the lift and as great minds think alike we are all hungry for supper! So we walked to nearby coffeeshop to stop our stomach from roaring! Dad as usual ordered tiger beer for all of us and we chit chat and of course EAT! Then i over heard one of the people near our table saying : " Wah how i wish my dad was like that!" hahax. Dun be jealous alright? The relationship btw my father and i took many years to bulid up and it was not easy. One more day to THE UGLY TRUTH! Dunno whether there is a rating for that movie. Hope it will be just PG or NC16. Catching the movie with my darling on monday! Hope she can make it!

To Amanda:
G.Lao Po...iie wen pass yur bl0g and iie was quite sh0ck by all th0se p0st they euu type int0 yur bl0g!! Lurve ish selfish derr...euu cann0t always get wat euu wan derr!! Seri0usly n0 0ne dun hate fighting wif their 0wn stead!! Gurl anything can find miie alrite...iie will always be here ferr euu alrite!! s0 cheer up alrite...dun cry lia0x!!

Her First Post:
Today i'am very sad and tried le.
I hate to fight with him for nothing.
I hate to fight with him.
In the morning before going to sch i when to my friend house there and meet her go to school.
I don't know what happen to me this few week.
I keep crying and crying for him.
But he don't know how i feel.
I really don't know what had happen to him.
I really wanna to spend time with him.
And just because of this he scold me and du luan me.
It make me feel so sad that he ask me don't go find him forever le.
He ask me don't never time go find him or pei him le.
And he say What for we meet and doing nothing?
When i hear that i feel so sad.
He just put dnow my phone after scolding me.
I feel so sad.
This is the first time h treat me so badly till now.
What did i do wrong?
Why he wanna treat me like this?
Me just listening to song and think alot of thing till i cry and cry not stop till i reach school.
PE time teacher ask we all go for 2.4 run.
I keep runing like crazy the hurt the pain in me i just wanna it to be over.
I keep runing.
Keep thinking.
But i really don't know.
My heart so pain i feel like that my heart and my haed was so pain like i'am going to fall but i just keep runing and run.
Till i really don't think of it and move on.
Till i told myself not to cry le.
我要坚强起来不要在哭了.
但我还是哭了.
回到家时我叫他陪我出去.
But end up he scold me again and put donw my phone.
I go on cry again.
I'am here now typing my blog crying and crying listen to the song which he like it make me cry even more.
I really wanna to love him.
Give him all i can.
But now i hate him.
I hate him treat me like this.
Make me cry and make me so hurt.
PLS STOP CRYING AMANDA PLS DON'T CRY LE.
I TELL MYSELF LIKE THIS BUT I JUST CAN'T STOP.
I'AM SO HURT.
I'AM TRIED LE.
I REALLY HOPE HE COULD LOVE ME.
FINE AS YOU WISH I NOT GOING TO FIND YOU LE OK HAPPY.
:(

Her Second Post:
请不要气他.
因为他没错.
错的人是我.
我不因此爱他的.
只是我一时的傻而害道自己的.
错的是我不是他.
我真的很爱他.
我想紧紧的握着他不放的.
是我错了.
是我因此放他的.
他没要错.
是我
我没做好爱他的人.
是我不会爱他.
他没错.
是我傻.
不要怪他了.
但我会傻傻的等他爱我的.

Her Third Post:
I wont wanna to leave you BECAUSE I LOVE YOU. And i only wanna to love you. You are my tears, my love, my life and my every thing. I don't wanna you to leave me pls.

To Cassandra Jie: Jie...thanks ferr everything!! Recently realli quite em0ti0nal as t00 mani thing happen lerr!! Thanks ferr still believing miie!!

Her Post: I've never ever blamed you for what had happened this afternoon. Seriously if I do blame you for everything about me and Ian, I would have disown you today and also, scolded you but I chose not to because I trust you more than I trust Ian. Everything happened because of him sending the message to you and caused the arguments that has happened between us. And, if I don't trust you and blame you, I wouldn't have tagged you in your blog telling you that you ain't at fault!!

Pictures Tym

2009-04-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

There ish tym iie am thinking whye ppl treating miie lyk iie am they eye s0re...wen iie treat them g00d?!?! I seri0usly hav nvr wan them tuu break up but tat ish the truth iie muz say alrite!! s0 wat even it ish after tw0 days later?!?! Well dis0wn miie all euu wan since euu think iie am the eye s0re 0f euu guys?!?! Sick and tired 0f everything lerr...wat m0re tuu say alrite?!?! Maybe realli shall m.i.a ferr the tym being bahx!! Ferr every0ne derr g00d sake...well since euu guys think tat iie am yur eye s0re then tell miie alrite!! I shall get l0st in fr0nt 0f euu...iie dun make ppl think tat iie am a pers0n always stick wif euu guys dun wanna let euu guys g0!! Wen ish tym tuu g0 iie will g0 alrite...Euu guys always wan miie tuu pei euu guys and iie tried m0ii best except there ish tym wen iie realli cann0t c0me 0ut!! And ish tis n0w wat iie supp0sed tuu get?!?! Tell miie whye ish tat s0?!? If euu realli wan miie g0 0r euu realli hate miie s0 much then tell miie...then whye iie pei euu even th0ugh iie n0e wen iie g0 h0me iie will kena sc0lding?!?! FRENZ...but wat iie get in the end?!? Being blame ferr everything?!?! Being sc0lded ?!?! 0r being accused saying tat iie givin attitude?!?! And tis ish m0ii bl0g s0 there ish n0 nid ferr euu tuu c0mment s0 much abt tis p0st alrite!!

2009-04-01T21:12:00.002+08:00

Monday wen tuu watch m0vie wif Kar Zhun k0r & b0ii...we wen tuu watch the m0vie called confessi0n 0f a sh0pah0lic!! Ish a nice sh0w larhx...hahax!! Well...as ferr tuesday ish a super tired day as g0t ch0ir but g0t a bad news ish we will n0t be participate during speech day!! I c0uld say iie realli damn disapp0inted alrite..As ferr t0day!! Congratz tuu band as their SYF they g0t br0nze...h0pe tis yr we will n0t get any C.O.P anym0re!! Hmm...iie wanna g0 watch the m0vie called the ugly truth!! But hav tuu wait...s0 wait l0rhx!! g0t tuu g0 sleep lerr!! BYE~

2009-03-27T22:23:00.004+08:00

Seri0usly iie am super tired t0dae alrite...there ish tis drunk pers0n came find miie t0day but gues wat!! 0n taxi he fell asleep...iie wake him s0 mani tym then he wake up!! He walk wif a "z" shape alrite...izzit s0 c00l?!?! l0lx...lyk euu n0e skul ish b0red s0 shall n0t menti0n but iie 0nli n0e tat Mdm Sue c0nfiscate m0ii ph0ne n0w she return miie lia0x!! s0 happy can?!?! After skul pei them celebrate jing jie birthday...he can c0unt ke lian!! Hmm...halfway thr0ugh miie & vanessa jiu g0 h0me lerr!! Then met nicholas slack awhile then g0 h0me put bag g0 tampines mart check schedule g0 h0me and rest!! Had dinner then use c0m...iie g0ing sleep s00n but bef0re iie g0 iie realli rec0mmend every0ne watch the vide0 which ish ab0ve!! IT IS VERI TOUCHING!!

2009-03-26T21:01:00.002+08:00

Today skul ish damn b0red ferr miie alrite...hmm first tw0 derr peri0d iie was sleeping as iie damn tired dunn0 whye?!?! Hmm...t0dae m0ii dearest felicia n0t in the m00d lehx!! h0w h0w?!?! Gurl...cheer up alrite!! Hahax...after skul actually supp0sed g0 k-b0x derr ended up left n0 tym s0 cancel!! Ann Li ish kind 0f angry...iie s0rrie tat iie g0t tuu cancel it but ish n0 ch0ice then miie,dee dee& kar zhun actually wan tuu g0 whitesand take ne0print but wh0 n0e tat n0 skul unif0rm!! Angry s0 wen walk walk then bus tuu 201 there buy bubble tea then wen h0me!! Hmm...iie s0 b0red till wen edit ph0t0!! Hahax...
Dear...
iie dunn0 whye iie g0t tis kind 0f feeling but realli wish tat it ish jus iie am t00 sensetive nia...
iie realli afraid yur feeling ferr miie had fade alrite...
dee dee said tat t00...
tell ish n0t true...
iah jus iie think t00 much...
iie realli afraid!!
m0ii dearest babby...
dun ever leave miie again alrite...
iie can't live with0ut euu...
With0ut euu iie am nth...
pr0mise miie...
wen iie nid euu && surely euu will be by m0ii side alrite?!?!
Baby...iie lurve euu
291008 till f0rever..

2009-03-25T20:46:00.009+08:00

Every0ne s0rry ferr n0t updating recently busying wif al0t 0f stuff && iie shall sl0wly update!!! S0 it might be a super l0ng p0st alrite!!

Well let miie update fr0m last week derr thursday bahx...

Thursday
As per n0rmally...iie g0t tuu g0 skul ferr ch0ir as SYF ish realli c0ming s00n and 0ur standard ish lyk sux larhx!! Well...t0dae there ish tw0 secti0n larhx!! Morning ish at skul while afternoon wen 0ut 0f skul ferr an w0rksh0p!! Well...seri0usly tired larhx!! Hmm...iie nearly 0verslept in bus larhx wen reaching there s0 iie learnt tuu be abit m0re cleve wen g0ing back skul iie tried tuu stay awake!! After tat jiu wen h0me l0rhx...actually wanna help t0m darlinqq celebrate his burfdae derr but he g0ing malaysia s0 jiu did n0t help l0rhx!! Tuu be frank...kind 0f sad larhx!! Maybe in his eyes iie am jus his gan meii but in m0ii heart he ish m0ii gan darlinqq!! Well...iie 0nli can tell him cheer up as recently t00 much happen 0n him lerr!! Last but n0t least...I GOT BACK MOII PHONE!! YEAH!!

Friday
Ytd nite patched back wif him lerr...m0rning he peii miie g0 skul!! Hmm...t0dae g0t perf0rment at VJC!! l0lx...hmm after everything miie & germaine tag al0ng wif kai hui,cherie & clara tuu parkway parade!! After tat Augustine j0in us...after lunch wen tuu g0 walk walk then billy & nat j0in us s00n n0t later iie wen 0ff as iie wen tuu meet him!! But meet awhile nia c0z later iie g0ing back malaysia...after iie wen h0me jiu sh0wer after tat jiu prepare g0 malaysia lerr..then 0n bus jiu chat wif him all the way till reach w00dland but guess wat?!?! Even bef0re iie reach w00dland interchange then n0 battery lerr!! Damn sianz...m0ii mum wanna wanna g0 sheng si0ng s0 wen there after tat iie lent m0ii br0ther ph0ne jus tuu sms him!! Hmm...alrite iie seri0usly t00 tired alrite!! wh0le week ch0ir ch0ir ch0ir...and finally and rest lerr!! Hmm...guess wat tym iie had m0ii dinner?!?! 9.00pm plus...damn hungry can?!!? After finish dinner then g0 rest then sh0wer then wen tuu sleep!! Damn tired l0rhx~

Saturday
Like as per n0rmal...m0rning wen 0utside tuu had breakfast!! Daddy br0ught us tuu the n00dle while he and grandmum wen sumwhere else!! Then mum came wif br0ther after eating n00dle then wen tuu eat r0ti prata!! Yummy...wen back then wen tuu 2nd aunt h0use as she d0ing kueh!! Wen back ferr lunch then g0 sec0nd aunt h0use again. After tat wen back granny h0use and SLEEP!! I am t00 tired alrite plus iie having a bad headache and thanks tuu the weather!! Hmm...during evening tym then f0urth & smallest uncle came back lerr!! Then sec0nd uncle t00...well m0re pe0ple m0re merrier!! Hahax...watch tv till 12 plus then sleep!! Wen tuu smallest uncle r00m sleep...iie 0ne pers0n take the big bed wif air-con!! s0 shi0k larhx...

Sunday
Morning wake up kind 0f early bahx...c0z nid tuu prepare thing l0rhx!! Hmm...wen tuu wash up and stuff then wen tuu take light breakfast then jiu set 0ff lerr!! Hmm...after everything jiu wen back then miie,sister & dad wen tuu eat r0ti prata after tat wen tuu sh0wer,eat lunch and rest!! Bef0re return back tuu singap0re wen tuu eat n00dle!! Ish super yummy alrite...hmm s0 tired l0rhx!! Reach back h0me 8pm plus then prepare stuff ferr skul and then sleep!!

Monday
A brand new week...stupid gr00ming check!! I hate it can?!?! But n0t miie kena caught ish KOH SHI HUI...hahax!! Hmm...new timetable s0 sianz larhx!! But skul ish still b0red iie dunn0 whye lehx!! Haiy0...recently kept having headache!! s0 ke lian rite!?!?

Tuesday
Today ish m0ii suay day izzit?!?! Haiz...Mdm Sue caught miie t0day!! s0 pai seh can?!?! At first she call miie d0 push up then iie purp0sely d0 the wr0ng derr then she change then iie sl0wly s0 d0 10 jiu she ka0 pei!! n0isy can?!?! Hmm...g0t ch0ir!! Sianz sianz...yawnss!!

Today
I am left all al0ne...Sadden!! c0z sum0ne g0 chalet thr0w miie al0ne...wanna cry lia0x!! As per n0rmal skul ish b0red then after skul iie g0t CCA...there ish tym iie realli felt n0t tuu g0 as iie realli tired lerr!! n0 ch0ice tis year SYF lehx!! Die die als0 muz finish it first then say...veri s00n l0rhx!! 0ur ish 20 april lehx!! Yawns~

Tmr will be meeting dee dee and ann li ferr K-box...iie damn miss them larhx!! Too Bad tat wels0n cann0t make it...if n0t it will be veri fun larhx!! I seri0usly miss them al0t al0t alrite...dunn0 wen ish 0ur nxt meet up?!?!

Message Tym!!

Her Post
sad sad sad and sad..i see hui luan liddat im very sad..
y cant it be happenin to mi instead??
y hui luan?? y??
i hav oreadi used to d sufferings..but please,nt her..
can it b mi instead so tat she won suffer tat much??
:'( seriously i dun mind to b d one..
d one to b hurt even if its goin to b d most,
to b in pain,
to hav ppl hurtin mi,
to b d one..
mii,nt others,nt moii frens nor family..

god,
please tell her tat she dreamin..
tell her tat wen she wake up,
everythings gonna b fine..
tell her its jus a bad dream..
tell her tat isnt real..
i reali dun wish anyone around mi to suffer..
let mi b d one instead..dear god..
please grant mi tis wish..
i sincerely please uue to let hui luan and nick to patch back again..
she seriously nid him alot alot..more than her frens..
please,i beg uue..

Message tuu Dee Dee Mei:
Darlinqq Meii...iie viewed yur bl0g && saw yur p0st!! Thanks ferr everything gurl...xie xie w0rx!! Wen iie realli d0wn and euu always there ferr miie!! Shall meet up realli s00n alrite!! I miss euu~

Picture Tym!!

2009-03-18T10:54:00.005+08:00

Well...dear ppl iie damn tired can?!?! Had been w0rking tis few days s0 ya...finally can rest lia0x larhx!! Yipee...well miie g0ing skul s00n!! Ferr ch0ir...well tis wh0le week nid tuu g0 skul!! I wun be update 0n fri,sat & sun as iie will be g0ing back malaysia tuu m0ii granny g0use at we g0ing tuu 扫幕!! Hahax...can see all m0ii c0usin lia0x!! Hehex...maybe take tis tym g0 find m0ii 2nd aunt and c0mplain all tuu her!! l0lx...tired s0 s0 tmr will be m0ii last p0st till iie can back l0rhx!! Wahaha...g0t tuu g0!! Bye ppl...shall update later wen iie c0me back!!

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Dear ppl...iie back at bl0g lerr!! hmm...t0dae after ch0ir jiu wen ferr lunch after tat wen h0me and sleep!! Damn tired can?!?! Sleep till 6pm plus then wake up then wen tuu sh0wer as the weather ish damn h0t...cann0t stand it!! Hmm...then had dinner and use c0mputer tuu watch sh0w!! The sh0w ish "To Get Her;爱就宅一起" till n0w!! Hmm...iie g0ing tuu sleep again!! Hmm...stupid tired larhx!! Plus tmr g0t skul!! BYE~

2009-03-16T06:50:00.004+08:00

Well...s0 l0ng nvr update lerr and well ish tym tuu update lia0x!! Firstly 0f all ish iie wanna tell euu guys tat iie hav break up wif NICHOLAS LEE SI XIAN lerr!! Jus 2 days ag0...ask miie whye?!?! Well...g0 ask him bahx!! Dun realli wanna say whye lerr...tired 0f everything!! Felt lyk giving up everything and bec0z 0f tat iie thr0w temper then iie kena beaten by m0ii father!! Well...sick and tired 0f everything lerr but still can iie say?!?! Hmm...well g0nna br0ke d0wn s00n!! Hmm...t0dae wen tuu skul ferr ch0ir but bef0re tat wen tuu BDN as iie met kar zhun k0r there!! s0 early m0rning met shi hui at 301 derr bus st0p then t00k 17 tuu bed0k then walk tuu BDN!! Wen tuu find t0m at the same tym...well he l00k s0 tired,restless && em0!! 0ut 0f a sudden iie can feel tat there ish sumthing happen tuu him but wat izzit?!?! I dunn0 wat izzit s0 iie culd 0nli wait till he appr0ach miie!! and well lyk wat iie expected he did!! He ask miie tat dae iie sms whye iie did n0t reply as he wanna t0k tuu miie!! Well...iie t0ld him tat m0ii ph0ne was c0nfiscated as m0ii bill burst!! s0 ya...iie gav him the current number iie using and t0ld him iie will sms him!! He t0ld miie tat he sum s0rt 0f br0ke 0ff wif his gurl,being betrayed by his 0wn st0re derr crew and his dad currently ish in h0spital!! Well...s0 ya chatted wif him and at the same tym having ch0ir!! Wen h0me then eda and shi yun came 0ver m0ii h0use then chat play and stuff then miie g0 get changed then wen d0wnstair met cassandra jie after tat eda pei miie g0 w0rk!! Thanks g.stead...well seri0usly iie wanna thanks her al0t can?!?! Wen iie br0ke 0ff wif nich0las even th0ugh she ish n0t beside miie she still sms miie and call miie n0t tuu cryy!! She ish realli g00d alrite...s0 w0rking ish always lyk damn b0red s0 we always try tuu be m0re lifely hahax!! s0 ya...w0rk till 8pm after tat t0m darlinqq t0ld miie tat he ish al0ne plus he wan tuu meet but n0 m00d s0 iie quickly rush there wen iie already reaching h0me lia0x!! Hmm...then he treated miie drinks and we chatted al0t!! and g00d en0ugh he send miie h0me!! Well...tmr iie meeting him again in the m0rning but as ferr the nitez part iie dunn0 as depend he g0ing 0ut mahx!! Tmr he ish w0rking 0pening mahx...hahax!! h0pe tat he jus felt better bahx...seri0usly iie can see tat he realli lurve tat gurl al0t!! s0 jus pray hard tat she will giv him 0ne last chance...but jus a warning tuu t0m!! Even if she giv euu 0ne last chance euu realli g0t tuu cherish her!! Hmm...well after t0king s0 much wif t0m!! Wen iie reach h0me it remind miie al0t thing...especially regard miie and nic!! Plus last week thursday iie saw CHEE KIONG well he came back lerr!! I shuld be happy even th0ugh iie nvr meet him still can see him but fr0m far iie see his face!! He seem lyk buai s0ng...kind 0f angry bahx!! Haiz...lyk iie 0wn him sumthing lyk tat!! Well...ytd iie realli had g00d tym t0king wif t0m darlinqq!! Well thanks ferr s0 trusting miie larhx!! Hahax...take care yurself alrite && try tuu be cheerful!!

Reply tuu his p0st:
Seri0usly n0t 0nli euu dunn0 wat tuu d0 alrite!! I dun even n0e wat iie d0ing already!! Haiz...still waiting ferr the 0ld nich0las lee tuu c0me back tuu miie!!

His Post:
Posted at 15 march 2009, 7.17pm
Status: Currently at Genting Highlands...(Trying to calm myslef down)

Usually when i come to Genting highlands is to relax myself but guess i couldnt enjoy myself at all.

Why is god playing tricks on the both of us why must we go through so many hardships tgt. I really regret saying those words to you. Life might slowly turn meaningless for me. The outcome of my life i am still not sure but one thing is for sure i can feel my body failing me already. My Dear darling i am seriously in a state of confusion and full of reckless decisions. I cant control my own mind and actions anymore. What is happening to me? This question i really do not know how to answer it. For now i only that i have to enjoy life before it gets too late. But i really hope that nothing would go wrong. When i am in the darkest moments the 1st i though that i should confine my worries to was you. Without u i am just nothing but a empty shell bah... My dear little darling i am sorry that i put u through so much hardship. I dunno when i get back i can cope with all these pressure a not. I really need someone but i dun want to create problems and troubles for tht person in my heart that person place has already been set.I rather i buff myself and destory what is left of me than to hurt you much more that i am now...

Added on @ 16 march 2009, 1.21am...
To Lim Hui Luan:
Nothing i said was the truth only the final sentence...
Mentally 291008 to forever...( i just cant bear to hurt you alright )
Think i might have gone nuts already...I am a crazy person now. i dunno what i want and what i am doing already i need a break...can u forget everything i said to you? i hate to fight with you...Dear i want you back by my side.Rmb i promise you to be tgt no matter what de odds. I broke that promise to you. What u said was right i nvr spared a though for others i will keep that in mind so that i wont make de same mistake.
Dear patch back with me alright? I really need you!

2009-03-09T22:33:00.003+08:00

Well...todae derr p0st ish actually sum message tuu sum certain pe0ple!! s0 ya...iie am s0 s0rry tat iie hav n0 tym tuu p0st t0day!!

Message Time!!

To Don Kor:
Kor...dun w0rry alrite!! I surely will nvr disapp0int euu again as pr0mise...well abt at yur bl0g sc0ld tat passerby!! s0rrie w0rx...c0z iie seri0usly tis kind 0f ppl!! l0lx...k0r wen we can meet up sia?!?! s0 l0ng nvr meet lia0x..yur mei miss euu al0t can?!?!

To Vanessa Mei:
Mei...all iie can say ish jus f0ll0w yur heart!! Well...since he d0 thing till s0 cruel && seri0usly iie think euu realli nid tuu g0 think tat whether d0 he realli w0rth yur lurve an0t?!?! Well...the thing doesn't matter whether euu bear tuu let 0ff an0t but ish whether euu still lurve him an0t!!

To Yi Ling Niece:
m0ii dearest zhi nu wat happen tuu euu?!?! anything jus tell ahh yii alrite...ahh yii try tuu help euu 0ut!!

2009-03-08T21:32:00.004+08:00

Sunday; 8/3/09
Seri0usly iie am damn tired can...jus felt lyk sleeping 0ne wh0le day alrite but n0 ch0ice iie am w0rking!! Well...m0rning w0rk then aftern00n ar0und 2.30pm wen h0me rest then sh0wer then sleep then wen tuu tampines mall!! Though of going tuu tampines mall interview popular but n0 ppl pei miie w0rk there plus iie scare pai seh!! l0lx...shall g0 rest as tmr g0t skul!! Bye~

Saturday; 7/3/09
Actually said tuu meet up b0ii ferr breakfast but then ended up he ish still sleeping!! b0red...wen tuu inter met up wif germaine after tat wen tuu mac br0ught breakfast then head tuu YMS g0t exchange pr0gramme!! b0red alrite...iie nearly fell asleep!! After the wh0le thing then miie,kai hui,cherie,clara and germaine met up wif augustine then wen tuu bugis juncti0n ferr lunch after tat wen sh0p ar0und there then wen tuu wallet sh0p!! I br0ught a new wallet...same as kai hui derr!! Gurl iie s0rrie tuu get the same derr as euu...after tat wen tuu tampines mall walk walk then wen h0me!! Arrgg...ish raining and the thunder ish super l0ud can?!?! Lame...w0rk w0rk till 10pm after tat met b0ii awhile jiu g0 h0me as tmr g0t w0rk!! Tiredd Can...

2009-03-05T10:25:00.011+08:00

I nvr wen tuu skul due tuu stupid heavy headache...damn tired can?!?! s0 iie slept till 9am plus bahx...then started use c0mputer!! Still damn tired can?!?! Hmm...dear came find miie at 11am plus g0ing 12n00n bahx!! Then wen tuu pei him take his ph0t0 then wen tuu eat sushi at nearby then wen back c0llect his ph0t0 after tat head tuu tampines mall!! Then b0ii met his frenz due tuu c0nfirm his f0rm thingy...after tat wen h0me!! Damn tired can...iie nearly fell asleep!! Hmm...tmr g0ing skul!! Anyway the vide0 bel0w ish dear take derr...ish a guy tat in mcd0nald t0king tuu himself sc0lding a string 0f vugal w0rds!!

2009-03-01T13:22:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Lynn~

Last nitez iie did n0t sleep well due tuu m0ii st0mache...damn pain can!! Even m0ii eldest sister als0 c0mplain tat iie veri n0isy...l0lx!! Seri0usly ytd was lyk hell ferr miie alrite...iie sleep lia0x then wake up then sleep back again larhx!! Morning iie was w0ken up by m0ii dad and m0m but iie still feel lyk sleeping back back wen iie wanna sleep back then m0ii manager ming hui called miie tuu remember g0 w0rk then iie was lyk finish larhx!! I wanna sleep lehx!! s0 iie wen tuu prepare ferr w0rk...then half way thr0ugh wen w0rking iie n0t feeling well s0 iie asked tuu ended w0rk earlier!!Then wen h0me and rest as iie realli n0t feeling well l0rhx!! s0 use c0mputer...anyway iie damn tired and sick 0f everything lia0x!! g0t tuu g0 n0w...bye~

His Post:

YESTERDAY I REALLY FELT LIKE A FOOL...
AND WHAT I GET FROM IT? IS NOT A SORRY...
BUT QUARREL AGAIN...
CANT CALL IS A REASON? IF U GOT THE HEART TO CALL WHO CAN STOP...
TRYING TO WIN MY PITY BY TELLING U ARE SICK AND STUFF? I TELL U LA...NO USE!!!
YA I WRITE IT IN MY BLOG SO THAT EVERYONE CAN PASS JUDGMENT... WHAT IS THIS MAN...!
WHY I DUN WANNA TALK TO YOU IN PERSON?
CAUSE U WONT PICK UP MY CALLS...U WILL CONFIRM REJECT THEM CALL YOUR HOUSE LET U KENA SCOLD?
GO OFFLINE WHEN I TALK TO YOU HALFWAY...
HOW TO TALK TO YOU IN PERSON!?!?!?

Reply tuu his p0st:

I NO LONGER NOE WAT EUU WAN ANYMORE
MAYBE IIE AM JUS SO USELESS ALRITE...

2009-02-28T22:16:00.007+08:00

Today

Happy Birthday Chiu Ting Mummy!!

Well...t0dae iie supp0sed tuu g0 w0rk but ended up iie did n0t wen tuu w0rk due tuu n0t feeling well!! I AM SICK LARHX...s0 kena struck at h0me!! s0 b0red larhx...can?!?! s0 stayed at h0me and rest l0rhx...hate being sick alrite!! Meng Teck Kor t0ld miie sumthing which iie was n0t tat pleasant tuu hear it and iie shall n0t say m0re!! Hmm...Don Kor gav miie sumthing advice regard tuu shi hui and iie derr matter!! Well...iie sick and tired wif thing already!! Tired can?!?! Hmm...currently ish raining!! I wish iie c0uld g0 in tuu the rain alrite!! Reas0n ish veri simple...iie lurve walking in the rain c0z n0 0ne n0e tat iie crying!! Well...iie realli h0w tuu carry 0n m0ii life wen it ish s0 c0mplicated alrite!! Hate it s0 much alrite...Well g0t tuu g0 n0w!! Tmr still nid tuu w0rk...sianz!! Nxt week might n0t hav the tym tuu update as iie will be w0rking the nxt wh0le week except m0ii CCA days!! Take Care Guys!!

To Don:

Kor...maybe euu are rite!! Using tis tym tuu get free fr0m all th0se thing ish d0ing miie nth harm but helping miie al0t!! Thanks k0r ferr yur advice!! Xie Xie!!

Yesterday

Happy Birthday Bao Xian Kor!!

Today iie supp0sed g0 skul but iie lazy tuu g0 larhx since the rest 0f them g0ing sec 3 camp then iie g0 ferr wat might as well iie stay at h0me!! b0red...iie wanna m0ii ph0ne larhx!! I miss m0ii ph0ne al0t al0t...thanks kar zhun k0r & d0n k0r ferr wanting help miie 0ut wif m0ii bills!! Thanks...especially kar zhun euu still wanna lend miie yur ph0ne!! Then m0rning b0ii came find miie then he ish sleepy derr l0rhx!! Oh ya...wanna thanks b0ii and kar zhun k0r pei miie chat ytd nite till 1.30am!! Well...iie realli find it s0 b0red s0 decided tuu g0 w0rk!! s0rrie kar zhun k0r c0z iie n0 ph0ne then always tr0uble euu msg nic!! Hmm...0n MSN bao xian k0r t0ld miie he lyk the black b00k tat iie gav him ferr his birthday present!! s0 happy larhx can!! Wen tuu w0rk mani different place t0dae except C0UNTER!! I w0rk at kitchen & MDS but iie made tw0 mistake alrite!! b0th place ish at MDS larhx...first ish nvr giv apple pie which iie f0rget tuu put in while sec0nd ish iie giv wr0ng bag tuu wr0ng rider which g0t the wr0ng 0rders!! Arrgg...9.30pm jiu finish w0rk lerr then t00k 0wn sweet tym then at there slack awhile then 10.15pm then wen h0me and t00k light dinner then g0t sh0wer then wen tuu watch tv and use c0mputer!! 0ut a sudden there ish a call s0 iie faster pick up and it ish b0ii larhx...he t0t iie was still there!! Well...iie called him again larhx!! Then t0k things 0ut!! Well...kind 0f dissap0inted bahx!!

His Post:

Does your heart even have me? cant call is an excuse? IF u know i will be waiting for u would you bear to let me wait that long...I dun mind waiting de anyways i where got nvr wait for you before but Today is REALLY TOO MUCH LE!

Just wanna tell u this la...i know i very stupid and sotong always kena buff by u and stuffs but dun go over my head.

When i treat u well appreciate it, Dun abuse it!

Reply tuu him:

Watever euu wanna think iie n0 l0nger wanna care alrite...everything ish m0ii fault alrite!! Well...jus blame everything tuu miie larhx!! Wat the p0int wen iie said sumthing and euu dun believe it...n0t happy t0k tuu miie pers0nally larhx...whye rite it 0n bl0g!! Wan every0ne n0e wat happen izzit?!?! 0r euu trying tuu tell every0ne said tat iie am a bastard gurlfrenz tat f00l euu?!?! iie n0 l0nger n0e wat euu wan lerr...

2009-02-26T23:27:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Jennifer Nu-Er~

Skul ish as per n0rmal b0red s0 iie shall n0t say m0re 0n skul alrite...s0 s0 let skip till after skul!! Hmm...wen tuu take bus h0me then 0n the way back still quarrel wif dad regard iie wanna g0 0ut!! s0 we quarrel till all the wat back h0me till h0me still quarrelling wif him!! Quarrel till cann0t take it lia0x...jiu called m0ii mum help and finally he agreed!! Hmm...after tat wen tuu prepare l0rhx!! Then wen d0wnstair met b0ii up then wen tuu interchange settle 0ur lunch there after tat mrt-ed tuu bugis tuu encrave 0ur rings!! While waiting ferr it...wen sh0pping l0rhx!! After tat wen back tuu tat sh0p tuu c0llect it...after tat we mrt-ed tuu pasir ris!! Boii last min back out said tat he dun wan g0...seri0usly iie was kind 0f sad but was n0t as sad as shi hui derr case larhx!! s0 met wif Xue Ting & Ming Hui then awhile later Bao Xian & Jin Hua reach then f0ll0w by Edwin,Jun Wei,Michelle & Xiu Wen!! We had al0t fun there....hahax!! Pictures shall be upl0aded 0nce iie get the ph0t0s...iie wen 0ff at 10.30pm and thanks jun wei ferr sending miie h0me!! Reach h0me...sumthing bad happen which ish m0ii handph0ne kena c0nfiscated c0z m0ii bill was lyk $170.05!! 0mg...and m0ii dad said iie muz pay finish then can get back ph0ne and it ish lyk wat the fish larhx!! And tmr iie n0t g0ing skul yeah!!! Got tuu go...BYE

2009-02-25T22:36:00.001+08:00

Whye 0ur sister frenzship g0t tuu ended up lyk tis?!?!
m0ii heart ish bleeding euu n0e?!?!
it hurts miie al0t al0t...
Euu said tat euu dun wanna drag miie in tuu yur tr0uble but at least let miie stand beside euu wif euu tqt but even tis euu als0 dun all0w?!?!
A f0ur years frenzship say break jiu break mehx?!?!
I wanna ch00se n0t tuu break but euu insist then wat can iie d0?!?!
Will euu g0 back tuu last tym?!?!
I AM STILL WAITING~

2009-02-24T22:16:00.001+08:00

Sister...d0 we realli hav tuu be in tis way which iie realli hate it?!?! Can iie ch00se n0t tuu be in tis way?!?!

Speechless~

2009-02-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

Today ish a damn tired day...m0rning wake up lerr jiu wen tuu sh0wer after tat had breakfast then wen tuu met up shi hui then t00k bus tuu skul but half way thru we alight the bus as we wen ahh yii derr mum derr wake...em0ti0nal ish all iie culd say!! Wen tuu pay a respect tuu her after tat wen in tuu see her...after tat iie hug shi yun mummy as m0ii tears r0ll d0wn tuu m0ii cheeks!! Then we faster walk 0ut then shi hui cried lia0x!! s0 iie hug her...haiz dunn0 wat tuu say 0r tuu d0!! Well...after tat we head tuu skul as we afraid we might be late!! s0 walk tuu nxt bus st0p after tat take bus tuu skul then g0t tw0 crazy guy wanna take number then he called us tuu wait then miie & shi hui faster run!! After wen tuu BDN hide awhile then faster run away...l0lx!! Wen tuu skul and less0n ish per n0rmal...but t0dae g0t rite award but iie g0t c0unselling l0rhx!! The injury 0f m0ii hand ish damn eeyer...dunn0 wat tuu say larhx!! Then stayed back after skul tuu settle sum matter while waiting ferr shi hui after tat t00k 17 h0me...0n the way h0me having a veri bad headache l0rhx!! s0 sh0wer lerr and stuff and wen tuu sleep due tuu m0ii headache...tired~Hmm...haiz s0 mani happen at 0ne tym h0w am iie supp0sed tuu accept the fact?!?! I seri0usly n0 idea h0w tuu accept the fact larhx!! I scare iie might get depressti0n alrite...even m0ii c0unsell0r als0 lyk tat say s0!! Any0ne can help miie?!?!

Kar Zhun Kor:

Kor iie n0e euu jus break wif shi hui euu doesn't feel g00d...euu dun even n0e wat euu did wr0ng!! I understand h0w euu felt...iie was in yur situati0n bef0re t00!! I can't d0 anything but iie 0nli c0uld say k0r cheer up alrite!! Take Care~

Jaclyn Ahh Yii:

Ahh yii euu g0t tuu take care yurself alrite...euu muz stay str0ng!! Ahh yii jia y0u w0rx!!

2009-02-19T23:16:00.001+08:00

SPEECHLESS~

2009-02-18T22:08:00.005+08:00

Whye life ish always s0 sh0rt?!?! Haiz...seri0usly iie dunn0 h0w tuu accept tis all thing tat happen tuu miie n0w!! Any0ne can tell miie wat tuu d0?!?! Anyways f0und tis kind 0f funny vide0 s0 enj0y it alrite...lastly!! s0rry tuu th0se ppl iie thr0w temper wif bef0re as iie realli n0t in the m00d 0f playing!!

R.I.P...

Jaclyn Ahh Yii:
I n0e ish veri hard ferr euu tuu accept the truth tat yur mum hav pass away..n0 matter wat!! Gurl euu g0t tuu be str0ng alrite...yur mum d0esn't wanna tuu see euu lyk tat!! Ahh yii...there ish s0 much ppl caring ferr euu s0 dun ever giv up 0n yurself alrite!! Lastly...Jie Ai Shun Bian!!

2009-02-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

Euu will nvr understand h0w much hurt euu gav it tuu miie

2009-02-11T21:59:00.002+08:00

Life ish getting m0re and m0re c0mplicated alrite...sumtym iie dun even n0e wat am iie d0ing alrite!! Hmm...seri0usly n0w iie kena lyk full 0f debts alrite!! Phone bill haven paid,nid tuu pay ferr ch0ir shirt which c0st 22 d0llars and al0t al0t m0re...damn stress up alrite!! Haiz...iie am full 0f debts alrite!! Well...tis ish life man!! Haiz...iie shall nvr giv up but seri0usly feel lyk giving up alrite!!

2009-02-08T20:57:00.008+08:00

Today
Today going back tuu w0rk ish lyk damn strange alrite...iie dunn0 use wat w0rds tuu explain can...s0 ya well iie was alm0st late ferr w0rk then wen tuu kitchen then awhile tuu c0unter then struck there!! Well...ish veri n0rmal tuu miie alrite!! c0z iie am always struck at the c0unter...serious iie start tuu afraid whether our communication will hav problems! Haiz...ish lyk the laughter iie used tuu hav wif them ish all gone lerr! I wish iie could get it back but how? Haiz...

Yesterday
Dear ppl...since n0w iie g0t tym then iie shall update the wh0le bahx!! l0lx...haiz recently al0t 0f suay thing happen tuu miie alrite!! I am t0tally speechless and dunn0 wat tuu say l0rhx!! Haiz...recently m0ii tears ish lyk water tap fl0wing alrite but thanks tuu d0n and kar zhun k0r always there ferr miie wen iie nid them!! 0nce again...thanks!! d0n...iie g0t n0 ch0ice tuu break tat n0 s0rry and thanks derr pr0mise!! Well...seri0usly d0n,kar zhun,meng teck,shi hui & j0sephine brighten m0ii day t0day!! m0rning we actually met up tuu g0 ferr running at 7.30am but then we are abit late s0 we started at 8am!! After s0 much running then miie and shi hui was tired s0 we decided tuu take a rest while waiting ferr th0se ppl tat wen tuu run their sec0nd r0und!! They are super...iie dunn0 wat tuu say alrite!! Maybe iie shall n0t run wif them c0z iie might tired till iie left last breath alrite!! >.PROMISE DOES NOT MEANT TUU BE BROKEN~

Kar Zhun Post:
today nothing to say as i usually do the same the thing everyday..i noe something is going to happen..so i juz kept quiet even though i noe the problem liao..haiz..why must u do like tht??Do u noe tht there is alot of ppl at outside waiting for a seat to sec sch??juz becoz they had to wait..so u r the lucky one..now the current society is more advance,u need at least the 'o' level slip(the minimum requirement from each person) in order to get a job,do you know??SO i advise u not to give up so easily and always work hard for yr subject..if u noe u cant pass/or dun like the subject,u must always give yr very best shot to it..so u will get the confidence to take any exam..SERIOUS,i dun bluff u de..SO U GO THINK CAREFULLY..now wht i say is not scolding u but trying my best to encourage u to work hard..so now it's up to yr decision..haha..after sch,went to meet my frenz but sorry for nic tht i did not meet coz it's too far as i understand the problem..nvm lah..next time got chance..i will bring u(nic) to the usual place tht i always de..haha..lol..play and slack until 9.30pm then go home and now blogging..haha..lol..that all for today..

2009-02-06T15:22:00.005+08:00

Well iie am back tuu single already s0 ya...realli dun understand 0ne thing iie am tat pers0n ask ferr break yet m0ii heart ish aching!! Life ish n0 easy alrite...haiz!! Hmm...here the message he reply after he saw the letter tat iie wr0te!!

Nicholas:Still lyk iie said larhx. Euu were nvr a tr0ublemaker tuu miie.Actually iie n0e tat euu came back l00king ferr miie but jus tat iie was in anger s0 iie didn't wan tuuappear in fr0nt 0f euu 0r else. m0ii temper euu can't stand it derr. Wait ferr m0ii nxt sms bef0re euu reply

Me:I still waiting ferr yur nxt msg...

Nicholas:I agree tat 0ur relati0nship was nvr stable. Seeing euu suffer s0 much & there ish s0 much tat euu hide fr0m miie. How iie wish iie was n0t yur stead but sum0ne lyk yur d0n k0r k0r. Maybe 0ur relati0nship shuld change until lyk tat first bef0re we stead. Lyk iie always said iie can't l0se euu c0z euu are the first pers0n iie realli c0nfined m0ii feelings tuu & ya iie realli nid euu...s0 0k larhx... Since we tw0 tqt always fight can we still be tqt as gans? c0z iie realli can't l0se euu.

Me:No p0int alrite...iie dun even suit euu alrite!! Euu hav yur temper & iie g0t m0ii 0wn limits...be stead 0r gans als0 n0 use bahx!! Find sum0ne better than miie alrite & iie believe iie tis tym break lerr wun patch lerr.

Nicholas:I dunno. I jus still euu tuu be by yur side even though we n0t stead.

Me:Go ask kz wat iie t0ld him bahx!!

s0 ya iie crying lyk hell currently && iie dunn0 whye t00!! Haiz...em0ti0nal bahx!! n0 matter wat nich0las if realli tis tym we nvr patch then wish euu g00d luck!! Find sum0ne tat suit euu and realli understand euu al0t!!
6/2/09;0250PM iie am single!!

**Edit-ed**

Hmm...life ish getting sux alrite!! Hmm...iie dunn0 wat tuu d0 and stuff larhx!! Haiz..m0ii mind ish t0tally blank alrite!! Hmm...well iie patch back wif him lerr!! Jus h0pe nth g0es wr0ng again larhx!!
6/2/09;9.35pm patched back!!

2009-02-05T21:05:00.001+08:00

Everything ish n0 l0nger the same alrite...everything change maybe include m0ii attitude bahx!!

2009-02-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

Dear ppl...s0rry ferr recently n0t updating m0ii bl0g due tuu lack 0f tym!! Haiz...m0ii br0ther ref0rmat 0ur c0mputer which mean m0ii music muz re-find again!! Skul are as per n0rmal b0red alrite...remedial hav started hav iie hate it!!! After tat was ch0ir...it seem alm0st everyday iie am damn busy alrite!! But 0ne happy thing ish Mdm Tammy Wong ish back lerr...iie miss her alot!! Still remember ytd iie t0k tuu m0ii c0unsell0r till iie cried!! Shh...secret!! jia y0u every0ne...l0lx!! Hmm...iie wanna get back m0ii w0rk rep0rt!! I miss TN3 al0t t00...als0 n0t f0rgetting BDN alrite!! Alrite...it tym tuu g0 0ff lerr!! Shall update an0ther tym wen iie free...take care guys!!

2009-01-31T07:56:00.006+08:00

Today

Early the m0rning jiu wake up and prepare everything tuu g0 mediac0rp early tuu supp0rt r0nald!! Then meet up dee dee tuu pass her ticket,after tat met up wif shi hui && b0ii and t00k bus 18 tuu bed0k interchange tuu meet up kar zhun k0r after tat cab d0wn tuu mediac0rp!! Then guess wat the taxi driver said tat she ish a new c0mer and was n0t sure 0f the place and we was lyk wat the fish!! We are rushing ferr tym summ0re!! Thanks g0d tat b0ii derr frenz n0e h0w tuu g0 if n0t ish die derr l0rhx!! Hmm...met up wif r0nald but still g0t tuu wait ferr desm0nd and his gurlfrenz!! But at last we still wen in first...seri0usly inside ish damn freezing c0ld larhx!! After s0 mani tym 0f rehearsal finally can break lerr but bef0re tat we wen tuu the make up r00m and 0ut 0f a sudden kar zhun k0r was sh0ck by a "b0ii"...guess wh0 izzit?!?! Ish Felicia Chin...iie was lyk 0hh m0ii g0d!! Finally can see her face tuu face lerr!! Gosh she ish pretty larhx can?? Then wanna walk 0ut 0f the make up r00m iie als0 saw zheng bin hui...ppl say derr ish c0rrect!! BEN REN BI JIAO SHUAI!! l0lx!! Then wen tuu canteen iie shared wif b0ii...iie did n0t eat much as iie was n0t feeling well!! After tat we wen tuu rehearse again wif r0nald!! He ish getting better and better lerr....then finally the sh0w g0nna start lerr but the rest still n0t here yet!! s0 kind 0f w0rry s0 iie kept 0n making calls...bef0re the sh0w start we had a small briefing ferr the cheer thing and then the sh0w start!! Yeah...he realli did well alrite!! At last he still g0t a third place which ish better than nth alrite!! After the sh0w then t00k bus tuu g0 celebrate...r0nald treat us!! $120 ferr t0tal...then miie,shi hui and b0ii cabbed h0me dr0pped shi hui then b0ii send miie after tat he walked h0me!! yeah...every0ne ish tired alrite!! wen h0me d0 thing then sleep lerr!! Bye Readers~

Yesterday
Thanks ppl ferr wishing miie happy birthday and giving miie present!! Yeah...even though ish n0t wat iie expected but ish ok c0z iie understand tat every0ne ish busy alrite! Thanks guys...shall p0st th0se pictures s00n!! 0nce iie am free!!

2009-01-28T21:39:00.005+08:00

Dear ppl...iie am back fr0m malaysia!! h0w ish yur CNY?!?! Wahaha...guess h0w ish m0ii?!?! Ok...seri0usly m0ii ferr tis year ish realli damn sux alrite!!shall rite 0ut whye later alrite!! Let us t0k abt t0dae alrite...t0dae iie am realli damn tired due tuu ytd iie then c0me back fr0m malaysia l0rhx!! Hmm...first tw0 peri0d there ish n0 less0ns as Ms Sim nvr c0me then iie sleep l0rhx while msg wif d0n k0r in class!! Then English iie jus wake up but iie still damn sleepy l0rhx...damn restless during english then during recess felicia j0in us!! Hav quite al0t 0f fun...Wen tuu chinese lesson ish abit scare c0z g0t spelling!! Blah Blah Blah...after skl wen 0utside tuu meet shi yun mummy awhile then wen tuu BDN and r0nald ish w0rking!! Then chat wif him regarding tis c0ming sat thing!!

Friday
Seri0usly it ish damn rush alrite...but mum ish always s0 sl0w!! Well...we reach malaysia at ar0und 7pm if iie n0t wr0ng!! Wen tuu m0ii uncle h0use while waiting ferr m0ii father tuu c0me fetch us!! Father came at 12am plus then reach granny place at ar0und 2am!

Saturday
Most of 0ur uncles cam back lerr....chatting && playing wif c0usin!! Miss them al0t c0z damn l0ng nvr saw them lerr!

CNY EVE
As per n0rmal...every year m0ii m0ii uncles & aunt will c0me back granny place early then we will hav lunch & dinner tqt!! Then c0untd0wn..here ish a sh0rt vide0 0f the firew0rk!! h0pe euu guys lyk it!!

First Day of CNY
Early m0rning wake up then wen tuu wash up and stuff...wen tuu get change then tuu 2 temples after tat big aunt h0use after tat wen back tuu granny place!! Gamble Time!! Hehex...

Second Day of CNY
Wen tuu m0ii mum side derr granny place then wen tuu visit uncle & aunt after tat rush back tuu singap0re as nxt day iie g0t tuu g0 skul!! Tiredd~~

The Conclusion
Ish damn tired...ish always s0 rush iie wish iie can spend m0re tym wif m0ii c0usin!!

2009-01-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

Dear ppl...currently iie still at m0ii c0usin h0use waiting ferr m0ii father!! I wanna sleep lia0x larhx...CNY ish jus ar0und the c0rner!! Jus Wanna Wish Euu Guys...HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! I miss euu guys~

2009-01-22T22:58:00.002+08:00

Dear ppl....s0rrie tat iie s0 l0ng nvr update due tuu recently ish busying wif m0ii prep exam!! And finally t0day iie finish m0ii last paper t0dae lerr...tat ish m0ii hatred subject mathematics!! Skul ish as per n0rmal...seri0usly wanna thanks al0t tuu felicia,eileen,shirley,fidan[s0rrie if iie spell wr0ng yur name],brendan,ahh ben and wang hong keep miie acc0mpany in 3a4!! Thanks al0t...iie t0t tat iie will be damn l0nely in tat class but iie am n0t c0z iie hav them!! Hmm...life still muz carry 0n rite?!?! Haiz...recently there t00 much thing ish happening!! s0 mani c0uples are breaking up t00...0ut 0f a sudden iie am afraid tat the nxt pers0n will be miie!! n0 matter wat happen iie believe m0ii darlinqq k0r will help miie derr bahx?!?! He ish always been helping since the day he n0e miie...thanks darlinqq k0r!! Ohh...0ne bad news tmr 0nward iie wun be updating due tuu tmr nite iie g0ing back malaysia ferr CNY!! Dun miss miie ppl~l0lx!!

To Vanessa Mei:
Gurl...Cheer Up alrite!! Jie dun wanna see euu lyk tat alrite...euu seri0usly lyk miie derr tat tym!! I n0e after all euu n0e him m0re l0nger plus euu waited ferr him 5 years iie am jus nth tuu c0mpared wif euu but jus wanna tell euu let him hav sum tym tuu c00l d0wn and euu yurself hav tuu c00l d0wn after all b0th 0f euu derr feeling had fade away lia0x!! Giv sum tym tuu each 0ther alrite!!

To Celina Mei:
c0me 0n darlinqq...relax alrite!! Same tuu euu...cheer up!! Dun be s0 sad...euu will find sum0ne tat realli lurve euu and wun hurt euu derr!! Ish the tym ish still n0t ripe yet...ren nai yi dian!! Sure will c0me tuu euu derr alrite!!!

To Kai Hui ToFuel Sister:
Xia0 cute cute...dun s0 angry can?!?! Relax!!

To Cherie Darlinqq:
Dun think abt it anym0re and nth will happen derr alrite?!?! Dun think s0 much lerr...cheer up!!

To Shirley Mei:
Cheer up alrite...dun wish tuu see euu s0 sad w0rx!! 只要笑一笑没什么事是过不了的！！

To b0ii:
s0rrie ferr everything...thanks ferr yur understanding t00!! Welll tmr iie g0ing malaysia lia0x!! Will miss euu al0t al0t!! b0ii...believe it?!?! 7 m0re days tuu 0ur 3rd m0nth!! ILY~

TIS SHALL BE LAST POST BEFORE CNY!! GUYS WILL BE MISSING EUU GUYS ALOT!! DUN MISS MIIE~LOLX!!

2009-01-18T02:44:00.004+08:00

The tym ferr n0w ish 2am plus lerr...g0ing 3am yet iie still cann0t fall asleep due tuu recently iie had realli al0t 0f pr0blems!! m0rning w0ke up...iie was lyk damn tired can!! Whye iie tired c0z sumthing came int0 m0ii mind recently!! Secret alrite...shh!! m0rning b0ii wanna g0 east c0ast park tuu d0 sumthing then ask miie tuu f0ll0w anyway iie b0red s0 ya f0ll0w als0 can g0 there see whether the missing gurl wen there mahx? Wen we b0ard the bus g0 tuu tampines interchange m0ii secret came int0 m0ii mind again!! Started tuu push him away and stuff...he ask miie n0t tuu w0rried!! Yea...iie guess he n0e wat happen tuu miie bahx!! Wen reaching the place he g0nna c0llect thing wen he wen in iie g0t sumthing 0n m0ii mind which ish tuu hide him!! Till he g0 then iie sl0wly take bus h0me!! Seri0usly whye shuld a burden 0f his...he ish damn tired lerr! Watever iie d0ing n0w ish jus adding 0n tuu his burden nia...then wat ferr?!?! I NID TUU TAKE A BREAK!!

Nicholas Lee Si Xian...
Let us jus break up alrite...
Carry 0n yur life with0ut miie...
Euu will be much m0re better than n0w derr...
After all iie am jus a burden tuu euu...
Euu hav en0ugh 0f pr0blem lerr...
I wish iie c0uld s0lve it wif euu but instead ish iie add 0n tuu yur pr0blem...
Lurving a pers0n ish tuu giv him 0r her happiness 0f their but wat did iie gav euu?!?!
I gav euu tr0ubles & pr0blem...
Yea...
After all iie am a m00d sp0iler & tr0uble maker plus pr0blematic gurl...
Euu deserve a much m0re better than miie derr gurl...
Let jus hav a clean break larhx...
Euu shall carry yur 0wn life while iie carry 0n m0ii...
And dun c0ntact each 0ther will be a better way larhx...

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I w0ke up at 11am plus...damn tired!! Seri0usly iie still feel lyk sleeping back!! Then g0 d0 thing after tat 2pm plus iie slept back all the way till 5pm plus and use c0mputer then yi ling zhi nu called miie s0 iie chatted wif her!! Then called ann li darlinqq and t0k tuu her...after tat wen tuu prepare tuu hav dinner!! Then use c0m...always nag n0n st0p!! Cann0t Stand it alrite...at h0me always hav theft cases haiz!! Tired wif tis all stupid stuff!! Nic...if euu p0ssible tuu see the smaller w0rds then read it bahx!! Ish the 0ne bef0re edited derr...back tuu t0pic iie finally g0ing tuu update TN3 bl0g!! Waiting ferr video tuu be l0aded then jiu finish lia0x!! Yeah...g0t tuu g0!! BYE~

2009-01-16T23:16:00.003+08:00

Hmm...ish the end 0f the sec0nd week lerr!! Tym passes by s0 quickly tat m0ii prep exam g0ing tuu finish,m0ii 3 m0nth anniversary wif b0ii ish c0ming,m0ii burfdae and r0nald derr final sheng si0ng sh0w!! Hmm...4 m0re papers till the end 0f the prep!! Jia y0u...wish miie g00d luck ppl!! Hmm...13 days tuu 3 m0nth!! 14 days tuu m0ii burfdae and 15 days tuu r0nald perf0rmance!! Jia y0u bahx...his last perf0rmance make sure he d0 the best 0r else iie surely kill him 0ff!! As ferr his last perf0rmance...dun say iie bad larhx!! I will be d0ing sum b0ard ferr him as iie realli damn angry larhx...10 jan derr perf0rmance m0st 0f them hav b0ard except him s0s0!! Any0ne willing help miie?!?! After skul...waited ferr shi hui!! She ish damn l0ng l0rhx...then wen 0ut tuu meet 0ur stead then g0 take bus tuu inter then iie and b0ii g0 east c0ast while shi hui and his b0ii!! I DUNNO...seri0usly whye shuld iie interrupt their ER REN SHI JIE?!?! Dun tell her...later she beat miie again!! l0lx...g0 east c0ast there he g0ing watch his frenz play s0ccer while miie ish damn sianz c0z iie dun even n0e any single 0f his frenz s0 called ppl and chat l0rhx!! n0e sumthing abt jessie but iie seri0usly damn upset larhx c0z tmr ish her burfdae lerr yet dunn0 where she g0ne tuu?!?! I seri0usly damn tired can?!?! I seri0usly dunn0 wat tuu d0 lerr alrite...I NID A BREAK ALRITE!! Tiredd~

To tat pers0n tat hurt miie:
Seri0usly d0es s0rrie cure everything?!?!
I can tell euu tat the answer ish a n0 alrite...
Hey...
The hurt tat euu left ferr miie ish a scar which will nvr can get rid 0ff derr...
s0rrie doesn't mean everything alrite...
if iie were tuu betray euu after tat say s0rrie tuu euu...
Then h0w w0uld euu feel?!?!

2009-01-15T22:38:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Tuu Jerald Kor,Jun Han Di,Zhi Qin Mei,Meng Teck Kor,Augustine Di & Shi Hui Mei!!

Hmm...s0rry guys!! Recently ish busying wif m0ii preparat0ry exam and tat whye iie nvr bl0g!! Well...iie think iie seri0usly change al0t!! Quite al0t 0f teachers say s0...said tat n0wadays iie dun always sleep at class lerr!! Yeah...but t0dae iie failed tuu d0 s0 as ytd all 0f us wen tuu chinat0wn wen t0dae iie having s0cial studies & ge0graphy exam!! Today if iie n0t wr0ng iie slept ferr f0ur peri0ds 0f less0n...iie seri0usly tired c0z ytd wen we reach h0me ish damn late lerr!! Regreted tuu g0 sia...ish damn b0red 0ver there alrite!! But n0 bad larhx...g0 there buy 2KG 0f jelly!! l0lx rite...$20!! Hmm...skul life ish getting harder ferr miie c0z btw we d0 hav a year age gap but tis excluding gans family!! Well...iie lurve m0ii gans family can?!?! n0t all but m0st 0f them can...shall menti0n whye later 0n!! Carry 0n m0ii skul life as per n0rmal...jus h0pe iie can pass m0ii prep exam and get up tuu sec 4!! I MISS 3A3[2008] LARHX!!

Thinking whye iie said iie 0nli lurve m0st 0f m0ii gans family but n0t all?!?! Yeah...iie kena betray by m0ii gan alrite!! s0rrie...iie seri0usly dun wanna menti0n the name!! Wanna n0e whye?!?! Then ask miie pers0nally bahx!! Will any0ne understand tis feeling?!?! Ish kind 0f insulted bahx...yeah!! I guess s0 far 0nli d0n,kar zhun & shi hui understand!! Thanks d0n k0r...yeah iie pr0mise euu iie will take care m0iiself alrite!! Dun w0rry..as ferr kar zhun k0r dun w0rry alrite!! I am fine...shi hui thanks ferr being there ferr miie wen iie nid euu!! Shall n0t t0k abt tis anym0re alrite...f0rget **

Hmm...t0dae ish lyk hell l0rhx!! After prep exam meet up wif k0rs but they taking their 0wn sweet tym then end up wat happen n0 0ne f0ll0w miie & the burfdae gurl shi hui!! Hmm...faster rush tuu tampines tuu meet up j0sias la0 pa and m0ii i-crew which santana!! Kind 0f sad as he ish g0ing back his c0untry realli s00n...Santana g0t chance if euu ever c0me singap0re again remember tuu c0me find us!! We miss euu alrite!! I als0 get tuu n0e tat Kai Siang g0ing resign s00n as he g0t tuu carry 0n his studies...kai siang jia y0u ok?!?! Hav tym c0me 0ut fr0m malaysia tuu singap0re then c0me tn3 find us alrite!! La0 pa treated us eat pizza hut...yeah!! Thanks la0 pa...after tat wen tuu popular as la0 pa wanna g0 there!! l0lx...after tat wen h0me!! After tat iie pr0mise m0iiself tuu update m0ii bl0g bef0re it ish DEAD!!

One m0re piece 0f g00d news ish sum0ne ish attached...iie shall n0t menti0n wh0!! Hahax...hmm after m0ii prep exam then g0nna prepare r0nald chua derr banner thingy lia0x!! Hahax...if he l0se iie sure kill him 0ff derr!! ** kidding ** g0nna rite up m0ii birthday wishlist...alrite!! Ish tym ferr miie tuu g0 0ff lerr...0nce again happy birthday tuu th0se ppl!!!

MY BIRTHDAY WISHLIST

1.Surprise Birthday Party From Primary Skul Frenz

2.Surprise Birthday Party From Secondary Skul Frenz

3.Bao Xian Shall Not Leave TN3

4.Many Presents Plz...l0lx!! =.-!!

5.PSP

6.Chocolates

7.Many Clothings

8.Leave Tis Veri Noisy House

9.Celebrate Wif Dear

10.Loads Of Money!!

Gosh...iie g0nna crazy s00n alrite!! I br0ke alrite...iie seri0usly nid loads 0f m0ney larhx!! One last questi0n...wat ish the best advie ferr a pers0n tat runaway fr0m h0me and say wanna c0mmit suicide after chinese new year?? okok...iie shall st0p being noisy!! BYE READERS~

2009-01-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

Today[11/01/09]

I was w0ke up damn earlier thx tuu m0ii mum...seri0usly iie damn tired rite n0w!! m0rning w0ke up then helped m0ii mum m0p the fl00r...then d0 thing after tat take lunch d0 h0mew0rk!! I alm0st fell asleep l0rhx...damn tired can?!?! After wen tuu sh0wer...watch tv after tat take dinner revise w0rk!! g0nna sleep realli s00n!!

Yesterday[10/01/09]

Hmm...m0rning iie kena w0ke up by m0ii mum again as shi hui called miie and ask wat tym tuu meet up later as we g0ing tuu mediac0rp later tuu supp0rt R0NALD!! At first wanna meet up wif d0n k0r and kar zhun k0r ferr lunch but end up...Dun t0k abt it!! I quarrel wif b0ii since few days ag0 bahx!! Sianz...hmm wen tuu mediac0rp and tis ish the sec0nd tym iie g0ing s0 iie guess iie rmb h0w tuu g0 lerr!! Wahaha...kind 0f crazy wen the live sh0w started!! Miie and kar zhun k0r sh0uting lyk crazy...at least ish w0rth alrite!! R0NALD WEN INT0 TUU FINALS!! Jia y0u...after tat iie wen h0me!! Damn tired l0rhx!!

2009-01-08T21:25:00.002+08:00

Skul life ish making miie damn freak 0ut alrite...iie getting m0re and m0re b0red!! I even think 0f quiting skul...hmm nxt week ish preparat0ry examinti0n lerr!! I am still hav n0 c0nfident...dunn0 wat tuu d0 l0rhx!! Haiz..but sumthing came tuu m0ii mind n0w!! Whye every0ne ish changing...whye all 0ut 0f a sudden change till lyk tat!! Haiz..iie g0t tuu g0 ferr n0w!! BYE

2009-01-06T20:15:00.003+08:00

Seri0usly iie dunn0 whye iie find tat all m0ii frenz & gans family ish drifting apart fr0m miie!! *Maybe include m0ii b0iifrenz* Still remember last year derr m0rning...jing yi jie jie will wait ferr miie d0wnstair 0f m0ii h0use then we take 17 0r 21 tuu skul,even if we late!! Nowadays iie damn l0nely alrite...iie n0 l0nger hav jing yi jie jie pei miie g0 skul lerr c0z n0w she ish at ITE lerr!! It ish as if tat mani 0f them ish drifting apart fr0m miie...seri0usly iie hate tat feeling!! Realli hate it can?!?! Whye iie lyk always being left 0ut?!?! Whye?!?! m0ii dearest sister shi hui tat always tell miie her pr0blem als0 n0 l0nger tell miie the pr0blem...seri0usly everything ish n0 l0nger derr same lerr!!

Let t0k back tuu m0ii daily life bahx...

Morning bef0re wen tuu skul met kar zhun k0r & Shi Hui Mei at BDN then wen tuu c0ffee sh0p tuu hav breakfast...supp0sed tuu meet d0n k0r derr but he ish still sleeping nvm l0rhx after eating then wen tuu skul...k0r help meii tuu take her bag plus her b00ks while k0r help miie take b00k!! Seri0usly...t0day m0ii bag ish damn heavily m0ii sh0ulder ish damn tired l0rhx!! Todae wen Mrs Sim gav miie the preparat0ry examinti0n parents letter...iie st0pped awhile and think!! Seri0usly iie miss 3A3...iie realli wanna g0 tuu 4A3 tuu j0in Miss Raudha!! n0 matter wat ferr tis preparat0ry examinti0n iie muz pass...iie wanna j0in them asap!!

2009-01-05T20:56:00.002+08:00

Today
m0rning iie wake up slightly later 5.45am after tat faster prepare then g0 meet shi hui...seri0usly if t0dae nvr meet shi hui then iie all al0ne again!! Then wen tuu BDN waited ferr d0n k0r & kar zhun c0me...kar zhun came first then bef0re we wanna g0 skul then d0n k0r came!! Hmm...late ferr skul!! Damn sianz larhx...skul ish as per n0rmal b0red!! Hmm...f0rm teacher nvr c0me s0 relieve teacher take 0ver l0rhx!! Ohh ya...talking abt skul...tat day Ms Rachel t0ld miie tat she view m0ii bl0g!! Seri0usly even th0ugh iie facing al0t pr0blem but h0pefully iie can 0verc0me all tis bahx!! After skul...slack ar0und after wen h0me then watch sh0w then sh0wer!! Prepare tuu g0 p0pular tuu buy b00ks...after tat wen h0me and r0t!! g0t tuu g0 tuu prepare tmr stuff...bye~

Yesterday
I was t0tally b0red alrite...m0rning iie wanna sleep but mum kept wake miie up then afternoon!! Evening then g0 tampines mall find b0ii then wen h0me had dinner then wen 0ut wif parents again!! Tired...

Bye Dear Readers~

To PasserBy: If euu dare tuu c0mment 0r spam...then plz kindly rite y0ur big big name 0ut!! Thank...

2009-01-03T21:36:00.002+08:00

Today
As per n0rmal...m0rning wen tuu w0rk!! ?I am nearly late l0rhx but thx tuu dad send miie 0ff ferr w0rk...Hmm t0dae iie am damn slack larhx!! l0lx...after w0rk b0ii came & find miie!! Then wen h0me...rest awhile sh0wer then g0 0ut wif b0ii tuu bugis!! Then al0t thing happen...pai seh derr,sad derr && angry derr!! s0 mani thing happen!! Haiz...well n0w iie am abit feverish!! Dunn0 wat happen?!?!

Yesterday
Skul ish as per n0rmal...damn sianz!! First day 0f g0ing back skul ish always damn werid...especially tis yr due tuu retain larhx!! Hmm...g0t tuu jia y0u lia0x!! After skul g0 jessie h0use study after tat wen tuu tampines mall p0pular tuu find b0ii!!

Got To Go...BYE READERS~~

2009-01-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone~

Wen tuu w0rk at 9am t0dae after tat at 11am plus then c0me h0me due tuu sumthing!! Then r0t at h0me...still kind 0f fcuk up c0z sum0ne t00k m0ii ph0ne and d0 n0t wanna return miie!! Wen tuu br0ught m0ii skul sh0es && KFC h0me...wahaha KFC!! Damn it...m0ii headache ish back!! Damn hate it...arrgg iie 0ffically br0ke alrite!! Hmm...after tat r0t at h0me!! Hmm...g0t tuu g0 back skul tmr lerr!! Sianz...whye ish tmr?!?! Whye n0t m0nday?!?! Sianz...hehex fr0m tmr 0nwards iie wun p0st al0t 0f tym iie guess s0 bahx!! Anyway iie hav came 0ut wif m0ii New Year resolutions lerr!! Wahaha...here it is!!

New Year Resolutions
1.Be A Good Gurl[It ish g0nna be hard]
2.Pass All Moii Common Test & Exam But Most Importantly Moii Prem Exam
3.Last Damn Long Wif Nicholas Lee
4.No More Sleeping In Class
5.Buck Up On Moii Math
6.No More Skipping Class,Lesson & Remedial
7.No More Quarrel Btw Classmate,Skulmate,Frenz & Gans Family
8.Problem-Free
10.Promoted Tuu Secondary Four & Join Miss Raudha and 4A3

2008-12-31T10:38:00.013+08:00

Life ferr miie ish getting m0re & m0re sux lerr...there ish tym iie wish tuu end it alrite!! Alm0st everyday having nightmares and it keep repeating it...wun euu be scare 0f it?!?! And bec0z 0f tat m0ii t0wards al0t 0f thing hav change lerr!! Dunn0 wat tuu say...iie wish tuu end everything!! I hate it...iie seri0usly hate it larhx!! It seem tat the nightmares ish c0ming true but n0 0ne will ever believe...s0 let it be bahx!! Ish iie die mahx...n0t them!! They will nvr understand wat ish the feeling ish lyk?!?! There ish tym iie praying g0d tuu giv miie a death sentences...iie hate m0ii life && I HATE M0IISELF!!

Carry t0king abt m0ii life bahx...m0rning jus wake up then mum jiu called miie g0 p0pular tuu buy m0ii br0ther b00ks!! Sianz...iie think iie will be g0ing tuu d0 m0ii h0liday w0rk bahx c0z iie dun wanna r0t at h0me larhx!! Shall update later~

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Ppl...iie am back tuu edit m0ii p0st lerr!! Damn tired can...earlier g0 meet up b0ii awhile as he say he wanna meet miie then wen h0me actually wanna use c0mputer derr but t00 tired wen tuu rest but turn tuu be fall asleep!! Hmm...will be preparing tuu g0 great grand granny h0use c0z granny came 0ut fr0m malaysia!! Arrggg...all m0ii plans ish g0ne!! Still t0t 0f g0ing tuu d0wnt0wn ferr c0untd0wn...but nvm als0 can c0untd0wn at great grand granny h0use!! I jus w0rried tat iie dun understand the language tat she ish saying c0z ish dialect!!! Shall be g0ing tuu prepare s00n as daddy & mummy ish c0ming h0me realli s00n!!Earlier 0n...wen tuu view k0r k0r bl0g saw their mcd0nald st0re derr crew 0uting at chalet was having fun kind 0f envy but wat tuu envy c0z the fun will st0p derr!! Haiz ~Anyway...t0dae ish the last day 0f 2008 then say bye bye tuu them && say hell0 tuu 2009!! I believe it might be a g00d year...gambeta every0ne!! Last but n0t Least...HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY0NE!!
Well...let miie rite up a conclusion ferr tis year bahx!!

C0NCLUSI0N FERR 2008

In January,it was a new year ferr every0ne && preparing tuu g0 skul 0n the first day!! The day bef0re skul re0pen iie was still w0rking...but w0rking wif m0re resp0nsibility & a new p0siti0n in McDonald!! But a kind 0f feeling tat every0ne tat realli d0te miie in st0re ish leaving miie 0ne by 0ne!! First ish t0m darlinqq then n0w ish steven ba0 beii...but n0t much w0rries c0z iie still g0t ba0 xian,shi hui and al0t m0re!! Frenz & Classmates d0 hav sum changes but iie was sh0cked wen mani ppl said tat iie change al0t?!?! And 0n m0ii mind was...did iie realli change tat much?!?! Tis year burfdae even t0t n0t much present 0r celebrati0n but iie am still happy c0z iie g0t shi hui mei & jun ming k0r!! Ever t0t iie c0uld f0rget him...s0 iie int0 an0ther relati0nship!! Tat pers0n ish Jas0n Liu San Ba0...Thinking tat we will last till f0rever!!

In Febuary,Sweet tym s00n n0t after jiu g0ne lerr!! Haiz...sweet tym ish g0ne and tr0uble came!! s00 n0t later we br0ke up wif mani ppl enc0urage plus iie seri0usly think iie dun suit him c0z he will nvr understand miie!! He ish a guy tat always think tat he ish rite and every0ne shuld listen tuu him...he ish flirter && guess wat...he called himself Love Specialist Boy!! And at tat p0int 0f tym iie seri0usly started tuu hate him al0t al0t!! Even th0ugh iie was kind 0f sad but iie believe iie will find sum0ne wh0 ish better then him derr!! Haiz...w0rking ish realli getting m0re & m0re n0t sm00th ferr miie as iie w0rking wif a new p0siti0n and there ish al0t stati0n tat iie am lack 0f training at c0z iie am always stuck at c0unter but wat tuu d0?!?! Haiz...jia y0u bahx!!

In March,life carry 0n as per n0rmal!! But life ish getting m0re and m0re sux alrite!! Having quarrel wif parents...sum 0f m0ii frenz ish drifting apart fr0m miie!! Haiz...kind 0f sadden but wat c0uld iie say 0r d0?!?!

In April,g0nna tuu prepare ferr mid year exam already!! n0wadays iie damn tired but 0nce reach nite iie cann0t sleep...iie think tis had affected m0ii mid year already!! Sianz...

In May,Can euu imagine tat during mid year exam iie still can g0 frenz chalet!! 0hh g0sh...iie n0e tis guy called Chee Ki0ng!! Yes..iie giv m0iiself an0ther chance 0nce again thinking he ish n0t lyk jas0n!! Ya...he ish n0t lyk jas0n but he hurt miie m0re deeply alrite!! Seri0usly...iie t0t we will last even th0ugh he ish a l0anshark!! But iie dun realli care alrite...as l0ng as iie lurve him but in the end he still can nvr f0rget his ex!! I cried ferr alm0st 2 weeks...iie nvr t0t iie will cry ferr him c0z we are tqt 0nli ferr 1week & 4days!!

In June,during tis h0liday break iie always wen 0ut wif jing yi jie!! But always g0 back a place which ish full 0f miie & chee ki0ng mem0ries!! Always g0 back there ish damn em0 derr...haiz!!!

In July,giving an0ther chance tuu m0iiself and tuu a guy called jas0n ng yan zhi!!

In August,Sweet tym passes by realli quick && tr0ubles hav came!!

In September,iie always giv t00 mani chance tuu 0ther yet iie the 0ne getting hurt!! Seri0usly whye muz iie giv them the chance?!?! Then iie finally feeling fade s0 we br0ke c0z iie think iie fell in lurve wif d0n bef0re he ish m0ii k0r k0r!! Well...wen he rejected miie,kind 0f sad but iie asked him tuu be m0ii k0r!! Wahaha...

In 0ct0ber,kn0wn a guy name NICHOLAS LEE SI XIAN...gav him an0ther 0nce again h0ping n0t tuu get hurt!! h0pefully it will c0me true!!

In November,nightmares ish c0ming m0re and m0re 0ften h0ping it will nvr c0me true!! There ish quarrel btw us && it seem getting m0re and m0re bec0z sumthing!!

Last but n0 least...

In December, Arrgg...iie was banned tuu g0 0ut c0z iie alm0st everyday g0 0ut!! Sianzzz....but at least iie did wen ferr badmit0n sessi0n,dee dee celebrati0n.b0wling sessi0n && crew 0uting!! Wahaha... in m0ii head will we last?!?!

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Kind 0f feeling lyk killing ppl n0w...waste m0ii time and everything!! If euu guys nvr g0...iie rather g0 c0untd0wn l0rhx!! Made miie stay at h0me & r0t!! Wat the fish...

2008-12-30T19:31:00.010+08:00

You Are Peaceful and Content

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

Advice For Guys.

When she acts shy - Say "I Love You".

When she runs from you - Chase her.

When she puts her face near yours - Kiss her..

When she kicks and punches you - Hold her tight.

When she is silent - She's thinking of how to say I love you.

When she ignores you - She wants all of your attention.

When she pulls away - Grab her by the waist and never let go.

When you see her at her worst - Tell her she's beautiful.

When she screams at you - Tell you love her and mean it.

When you see her walking - Sneak up behind her and grab her by the waist.

When she's scared - Hold her and tell her everything will be okay because she's with you.

When she looks like something is the matter - Kiss her and tell her not to worry.

When she holds your hand - Play with her fingers.

When she says she's cold - Move closer

When she walks away and looks in the distance - Walk up beside her and talk to her.

When she flirts with you - never turn her down or ignore her.

when its just you and her in the room - Ask her to stay a little longer.

Compliments, Compliments, Compliments!

Girls -You don't really need any tips. Just be yourself and let the boy do the work for once!

Back tuu m0ii daily life...t0dae iie w0ke up at 7.30am jus tuu prepare g0 skul early but izzit "ABIT" t00 early lerr?!?! s0 iie decided tuu take m0ii 0wn sweet tym tuu d0 thing...l0lx!! Then reach skul at 9.30am plus...it was lyk wat the fish!! First tym iie am tat early can?!?! At first...still t0t ish at music r00m d0 derr but then ended up at staff r00m behide derr bench!! Sianz larhx...then 12.30pm wen tuu lunch break then 1.15pm started tuu get ready plus al0t ppl nvr finish 0r d0 h0mew0rk s0 all ish d0ing l0rhx!! Then after ch0ir wen tuu take bus 17...hmm iie chatted wif shi hui al0t and n0e sumthing fr0m her!! Seri0usly iie dunn0 whye iie am scare 0f tis & tat...at first was tat f0ur pers0n plus n0w shi hui lyk tat iie n0e scare 0f ppl tat treat gurl lyk tat!! Realli scare l0rhx...wanna cry lerr larhx!! Then wen tuu find b0ii...seri0usly iie was n0t in the m00d!! s0rrie abt it!! s0rrie 0nce again...euu sick still nid tuu c0mf0rt miie yet iie ign0re euu!! After tat wen h0me and rest c0z iie dun wanna think t00 much plus iie damn tired lerr!! Wanna thanks ryan ahh dii al0t...he send miie first 3 weeks math h0mew0rk c0z iie 0nli miss tat 3 weeks derr!! Thanks al0t ahh dii...wahaha finally can finish the 6 weeks h0mew0rk lia0x!! Gambeta...iie think tmr iie will be g0ing 0ut tuu study bahx!! Skul g0nna tuu re0pen s00n...g0nna tuu jia y0u 100 times m0re!! I wun let any0ne d0wn...especially miss raudha,mrs rachel,mr bang,jun ming k0r,shi hui mei,c0rrine mei,ge0k peng jie,eunice jie,gui mei jie & al0t m0re!! And iie jus f0und 0ut sumthing...there ish a preiv0us p0st iie wr0te tat iie wen 0ut wif jessie & her mum tuu lee hwa but ish n0t lee hwa but ish taka!! Wat the fish...s0 l0ng lia0x then n0tice it!! l0lx!! n0 matter wat...back tuu skul!! I wanna g0 back asap...iie wanna faster take prem then h0pe tat will pass then pass g0 back tuu 4a3 && iie will nvr ever slack again!! GAMBETA EVERY0NE~

LAST but n0t LEAST...

Happy Birthday Jazz!!!

Hmm...iie n0e him thru m0ii gan jie derr stead!!! Hmm...he ish a nice guy iie can say s0!! But nvr f0rget he called miie maria wen iie volunter tuu buy f00d wen they claim they are hungry 0n le0's burfdae!! n0 matter wat...happy birthday!!

2008-12-29T23:32:00.006+08:00

Happy Second Month Anniversary Boii!!

Shall update m0re 0nce iie am free...t00 busy abt ch0ir thing lerr!! Pai Seh~

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Hmm...m0rning wake up jiu g0 prepare tuu g0 skul thing as iie nid tuu reach skul at 10am tuu d0 sec0nday 1 0rientati0n things!! Hmm...at first every0ne was d0ing except miie as iie hav n0 idea wat tuu draw!! Sianz...finally iie started drawing lerr!! Wahaha...then at 12.30pm jiu wen tuu hav lunch break and guess where we g0?!?! n0 0ther than mcd0nald...seri0usly iie getting sick 0f there derr f00d lerr!! So we wen back skul bef0re 1.15pm...giv a guess h0w member including us but exclude michael?!?! Any idea...ish 10!! Ohh g0sh...it was lyk s0 "MANI" ppl w0rx!! After tat Miss Lee us h0mew0rk...kind 0f realli sianz c0z iie realli g0t al0t thing tuu d0 lehx!! After ch0ir...rush tuu bed0k interchange tuu meet up b0ii then train-ed back tuu tampines as he nid g0 p0pular dunn0 ferr wat?!?! Then wen tuu hav sushi...it was yummy!! After tat walked h0me..then slack then g0 h0me after tat iie r0t at h0me!! Sianz sianz sianz...kind 0f angry wif him c0z he ish d0wn wif fever still c0me find miie!! Well...s0rrie tuu make euu run here and there!! s0rrie...realli damn s0rrie!! g0t tuu g0...bye~

2008-12-28T22:05:00.003+08:00

Life ish getting m0re and m0re b0red tat made miie wanna giv up 0n everything...seri0usly maybe ish n0t b0red but ish n0 faith ferr anything lerr!! Shall carry 0n t0king abt m0ii life ferr t0day bahx...wahaha!! As per n0rmal wen tuu w0rk t0day...kind 0f sianz larhx!! Shi Hui & Bao Xian nvr w0rk t0day...after w0rk wen tuu f00dc0urt meet up jessie,jessie's mum & jessie's br0ther!! After tat wen tuu her h0use supp0sed ish chatted ended up we sleep there...after tat 0nce iie received b0ii's msg jiu g0 tampines mall find him!! After finding him jiu wen h0me...damn tired!! After sh0wer had dinner then f0ld cl0thing && after tat watch sh0w then use c0mputer!! Anyway tmr ish m0ii eldest sister burfday...jus n0w wen tuu br0ught the cake then jus finish it!! g0nna hav supper s00n as m0ii y0ungest br0ther and eldest sister wen tuu buy r0ti prata ferr supper!! g0t tuu g0 n0w...tmr g0t tuu g0 skul!! Yeah...g0ing back skul!!

2008-12-27T22:22:00.003+08:00

Ppl...s0rrie tat recently iie kept changing m0ii bl0gskin!! Seri0usly iie still lyk tis the best...wahaha!! s0 iie decided tuu change back...l0lx!! Hmm...iie am r0tting at h0me recently due tuu w0rk schedule dun hav m0ii name!! Wanna cry lerr larhx...but ish alrite!! Let carry 0n t0king abt m0ii life bahx...wahaha!! Hmm...m0rning w0ke up damn b0red alrite!! s0 after w0ke up wen tuu wash up & stuff after tat d0 thing tat was instructed!! After finish it...wen tuu sh0wer and wen tuu tampines mall tuu find present!! Sianz...n0ne 0f it suit them and at the same tym tuu find b0ii!! After finishing finding b0ii...wen tuu jessie h0use...slack and stuff then her mum c00k scallop & minced p0rk p0rridge as she ish hungry plus miie als0 hungry c0z she n0e miie 0ne wh0le day nvr eat!! Thanks auntie...it damn nice alrite!! I ate 2 b0wls 0f the p0rridge...then we watch TV then wen tuu her r00m chat till 7pm then wen 0ff!! Damn tired c0z while watching TV iie fall asleep...l0lx!! Her h0use ish c0mfy larhx...made miie sleep there!! Wen h0me had s0me quarrel wif mum and sh0wer then use c0mputer till n0w which ish g0nna 12 midnight s00n!! I better g0 sleep lerr...tmr g0t tuu g0 at 9am!! BYE

2008-12-26T18:57:00.003+08:00

Hmm...seri0usly iie am damn damn tired can!! Ytd 4am plus then sleep t0day 9am then wake up and 0nce again iie late larhx!! Supp0sed meet them tuu study at 9am derr ended up reach jessie mei h0use at 9.30am && we started tuu d0 w0rk then wen lunch at 12pm plus!! wen back at abt 1.30pm plus...carry 0n d0 w0rk till 4.30pm then watch sh0w and play!! Tired...jus reach h0me g0t tuu g0 sh0wer lerr!! Shall update later...

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After sh0wer had m0ii dinner and use c0mputer...luckily tmr iie nvr w0rk s0 iie can rest m0re!! Wahaha...tired!! g0nna watch sh0w then use c0mputer till damn late!! w00ts~

To Dee Dee Mei:Dun giv up alrite?!?! Jie jie always supp0rt euu...jie als0 g0t tym wanna giv up!! Wanna n0e whye c0z jie g0t euu guys...euu guys ish m0ii biggest w0rries s0 iie cann0t giv up!! s0 euu als0 cann0t giv up...jia y0u!!

b0ii...iie seri0usly wanna euu tuu put a full st0p ferr everything!! I am realli veri tired lerr...alm0st everyday g0t tuu w0rry tis & tat!! Fan tis & tat plus still thinking the same thing 0ver again and again...iie wish iie c0uld st0p tat thinking but iie jus dunn0 whye iie can't!! Since iie can't then whye shuld iie drag euu int0 tuu tis pr0blem 0f m0ii...jus let miie g0 and take it tat euu nvr n0e a gurl called lim hui luan bef0re!!

2008-12-25T21:57:00.002+08:00

Firstly...wanna wish all readers a MEERY X'MAS!! Hohoho...supp0sed tuu w0rk at 9am ended up iie w0rked at 9.30am due tuu iie late c0z iie cann0t wake up!! Die...after punch in 10mins later iie wen ferr break!! Wat the...hahax iie requested derr!! Wahaha...then punch 0ut at 2pm!! During w0rking...there ish tis cust0mer sc0lded xue jing said tat she purp0sely dun wanna return her back 5cents!! Seri0usly...5cents can buy wat sia?!?! Euu wanna take bus als0 cann0t larhx...still c0mplain manager said tat ask yur china gurl muz return m0ney and stuff!! Wat the fuck larhx...plz larhx china ppl als0 human rite?!?! STFU...Wen h0me!! sh0wer lerr...rest till iie fall asleep!! Then wen 0ut tuu tampines mall tuu find b0ii as he ish taking his break then after he wen back ferr w0rk actually wanna g0 h0me but then saw jinnee,c0rrine & hui xiang k0r!! Chat wif them awhile then wen tuu t0p up m0ii card then g0 h0me!! Then hav dinner after tat used c0mputer...g0t tuu g0 n0w as tmr iie pr0mise tuu g0 study wif them fr0m 9am!! BYE

2008-12-25T01:25:00.009+08:00

Todae m0rning iie was w0ken up by ba0 xian as he called tuu ask miie whether izzit kelvin changed shift wif miie...iie think iie n0e whye he called lia0x!! Whye be haven changed l0rhx...l0lx!! W0ke up after tat wen tuu wash up and stuff started use c0mputer while sms b0ii...hmm he haven break?!?! Still thinking whether tuu find him mahx?!?! l0lx...ended up ya iie still g0 find him till 3pm plus after tat wen back tuu st0re!! Supp0sed tuu w0rk 6pm then iie punch in 2h0urs earlier...then t0day g0t training ferr january pr0m0ti0n item!! Hmm..yummy!! I lurve it al0t...ish nice l0rhx!! Wahaha...wen tuu break then eat tat item tat iie d0 !! Hmm...yi ling,hui wen & xiang zh0ng pei miie w0rk c0unter t0day!! s0 happy...if n0t iie will be b0red tuu death!! Kind 0f fed up...t0day there ish a cust0mer say wanna c0mplain abt yi ling & xiang zh0ng tease her!! Wat the fish...n0t even saying her l0rhx!! Laughing at 0ur 0wn thing g0t wr0ng mehx?!?! f0rget it...make miie m0re pek cek nia!! Hmm...w0rked till 11pm then zh0ng yun darlinqq t00k 0ver miie then punch 0ut!! Chatted wif hui wen awhile then b0ii came...while we carry 0n chatting awhile jiu wen h0me!! Miie & b0ii walked till near by m0ii h0use then sit d0wn and chat and let him rest as he ran all the way tuu m0ii w0rk place tuu find miie!! Hmm...g0t tuu g0 sleep lerr as tmr w0rk at 9am!! BYE~

Last but n0t least...
MERRY CHRISTMAS TUU ALL 0F EUU!!!

To Yi Ling Zhi Nu & Xiang Zhong:Dun care tat w0men...crazy derr!! Already evening still wanna 0rder big breakfast then still say euu guys laugh at her wen euu guys did n0t!! Wtf...dun care larhx!!

To Aiiki:Cheer up gurl...seri0usly if euu realli cann0t fight ferr yur freed0m then tell yur parents wat euu realli wan?!?! I believe sl0wly they will giv derr but it ish the matter 0f tym and h0w much freed0m they giv nia!! I was 0nce lyk euu...0nli can stay at h0me cann0t g0 0ut wif frenz and stuff!! I asked ferr m0ii freed0m...they did n0t wanna tuu giv s0 0ne day iie g0t the c0urage tuu run away fr0m h0me!! But euu will regret it...yur best place ish still h0me!! 0nli there will giv euu warm... iie n0e ish hard tuu n0t meet up wif them s0 0nli way ask ferr freed0m!! Sneak 0ut ish n0t the way...s00n n0t later they might f0und 0ut derr!! Try asking yur parents ferr freed0m bahx...jia y0u!! Supp0rt euu all the way~

To Shi Hui Mei cum Sister PBT: Gurl...iie n0e recently euu g0t al0t al0t...c00l d0wn!! Hmm..anything euu can find miie alrite!! Jus giv miie a call 0r sms & iie will be rite there ferr euu!! Cheer Up~

To Cassandra Mei: Gurl...ish always lyk tat derr!! n0t all parents will all0wed tuu hav BGR at tis age l0rhx...n0t 0nli euu!! Miie als0...haiz!! Cheer up alrite...iie believed 0ne day yur father will understand derr!! Dun run away fr0m h0me alrite...anything jus giv jie jie a call 0r msg alrite?!?! Take Care~

Bef0re iie g0...lastly ish tuu wish Donovan && Granny!!

Happy Birthday Donovan && Granny!!

2008-12-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

I w0ke up at 9am plus and wen sh0wer and stuff...after r0t at h0me still h0ping any0ne can pei miie g0 p0pular buy assessment b00k!! Hmm...ended up n0 0ne pei miie g0 derr s0 iie wanna cancel and at tat p0int 0f tym jessie mei called miie tuu asked miie 0ut!! s0 iie agreed...finally larhx!! s0 wen tuu prepare then meet up them...then we wen sh0pping!! Seri0usly iie wen tuu lee hwa wif jessie mum t0day...iie saw 0ne 0f the necklace tat iie lyk damn much!! Wahaha...iie wanna buy larhx!! But t00 bad...iie am t0tally br0ke!! h0pe santa claus grant m0ii wishes and giv miie tat necklace...l0lx!! then wen tuu take m0ii lunch after tat g0 p0pular buy assessment b00k and s00n n0t later wels0n di j0in miie as he als0 nid tuu buy b00k larhx!! Then jessie mum treat us r0ti prata...thanks auntie!! Then wen tuu see jessie skul sh0es then s00n n0t later b0ii came find miie then walk,t0k and play then he fast he g0t tuu g0!! Miie t00...l0lx!! Dash h0me...still t0t 0f walking h0me but ended up iie t00k bus h0me!! I skipped m0ii dinner and started bl0gging and stufff...bye readers!

2008-12-22T23:29:00.015+08:00

Today ish m0st 0f the pe0ple l00king f0rward derr day but seri0usly n0 0ne wan maisy c0me especially kelvin kn0wn as ahh b0ii...he hate her the m0st!! l0lx...t0day iie wen 0ut at 9am plus tuu g0 m0ii fav0urite place tuu c00l d0wn after tat ar0und 9.30am wen tuu b0ii h0use d0wnstair and wait ferr him tuu c0me!! Then he said tat he wanted tuu eat but guess wat he br0ught?!?! He br0ught a papaya fruit...then said d0wn chat awhile then carry 0n walk till near by his h0use which als0 near by shi hui h0use actually wanted gav her a surprise ended up she at jessie's h0use s0 iie straight wen tuu tampines mart and meet them up!! Reach there...chatted awhile then mummy siti called miie g0 in tuu st0re then iie was lyk wat happen?!?! Heard tat there ish a last mins derr meeting...l0lx!! Hmm...ya we had meeting and j0sias la0 pa gav leaders present!! Wahaha...then wen up tuu the bus!! y0ungest 0ne bus while th0se aunties 0ne bus...there ish 0ne aunties came tuu 0ur bus then iie was having a j0ke wif her!! Say aunties ish an0ther bus and stuff...s0 set 0ff!! Chau d0 the 0pening speech...tuu update thing!! The first destinati0n ish the taiwan tibits fact0ry...reach there we tried quite al0t 0f samples!! And t00k al0t 0f ph0t0s t00...hmm aunties br0ught al0t thing!! Then iie als0 saw al0t 0f ch0c0late stuff...but iie dun wan buy c0z ish t00 heaty lerr!! s00n n0t later iie will get sick...iie ish 100% ch0p ch0p c0nfirm!! Hmm...wen tuu 0ur sec0nd destinati0n which ish s0ya sauce fact0ry!! Had sum n00dles && red bean s0up!! Ish nice derr l0rh...l0lx!! Then we carry 0n m0ving 0n tuu 0ur third destinati0n tat ish 0rganic farm...but bef0re tat we hav a break!! We drink auntie fl0rence hand made 0range juice...then auntie annie[iie think ish spell as tis] als0 br0ught banana cake!! Ferr snack...after tat we had lucky draw && iie was lucky en0ugh tuu get the fifth prize!! *Clap,Clap* After tat wen in,listen and visit the place!! Certain part 0f the farm made miie wanna tuu puke l0rhx...0hh m0ii g0d!! After tat wen tuu hav sample 0f wheat grass cereal && mushr00m!! Kind 0f pai seh as la0 pa asked b0ii sumthing which iie did n0t heard wat they t0king abt...l0lx!! After tat wen tuu fish farm...visit th0se fishes then wen tuu d0 fish spa!! Seri0usly ish itchy derr l0rhx...buai tahan!! Chau & la0 pa still can g0 bigger fish there...*Faint* After tat we t0t we g0ing back tuu st0re but n0pe wen tuu a place which full 0f fl0wers...g0 there t00k al0t pictures t00!! h0pe they will upl0ad th0se ph0t0s asap...after tat wen tuu near by f00dc0urt hav dinner!! I did n0t eat much...iie t0t b0ii will finish it ended up he ish f0rcing miie tuu eat!! l0lx..then iie 0ver there agrue wif him lyk a small kid!! *Speechless* Wen back the bus & alm0st every0ne g0t crazy including miie alrite...Redwan[if iie n0t wr0ng iie spell wr0ngly lerr] was 0ur j0ker alrite!! m0st 0f us j0in in the fun and dance at the bus...0hh g0sh kelvin dance wif maisy and maisy did n0t wanna tuu let g0!! m0st 0f us sh0ut till n0 v0ice lerr especially la0 pa!! We even created 0ur 0wn cheer...l0lx!! Reach back st0re...iie wen 0ff tqt wif germaine,ann li,wels0n,dee dee and b0ii!! Germaine wen 0ff first f0ll0wed by ann li then iie send dee dee h0me first after tat wels0n while miie and him slack l0rhx c0z iie l0ng tym nvr seen him lerr due tuu he ish w0rking!! Seri0usly ish miss him lyk hell l0rhx...till ar0und 9pm plus then reach h0me!! Tired...shall edit tis p0st tmr again c0z nid tuu add in ph0t0s!! Anyways ketchup hav 0ur b0wling ph0t0s lerr...g0 take a l00k 0nce euu guys free bahx!! Anyways wen tuu view ann li's bl0g ish lyk 0mg!! Tis ish her dream...read tis bel0w!! l0lx!!

INTRODUCTION
i had an interesting dream last nite.. quite special as compare 2 e other dreams i had b4.. u may nt really blive abt e dream i had bt tats e truth.. u may sae tat im cursini 1 of u bt really, i didn't mean it.. hahaa.. last nite in my dreams...

PART 1
i decided 2 walk hme after mac.. bt as i was on my way hme frm mac.. sme1 (hu is oso frm TN3 lahh, bt e tink is tat i 4gt hu.. hahaa..) called mi.. & i was ask 2 go 2 her hse (if im nt wrong, e person hu called mi is HL Milk) 2 like accompany her.. & e reason y, cos she feel sian.. yap, no mistake.. so i did wat she had told mi.. although tat e distance btween mac & her hse is quite near, manitink ran through my head.. i was actually tinkini of e "soo-called" prob i face recently.. at tat tme, i felt tat ling & lesbian were actini v strangely.. adnormally (dun need 2 tell mi, cos i oso knw tat is e wrong spellini) strange.. i did try 2 ask them bt they refuse 2 tell mi.. all i cn sae was their lips were extremely tight.. & tats 4 sure.. yap, these were e tinks tat ran through my head as i was walkini towards HL Milk's hse.. i had a kind of feelini tat tells mi tat e both of them were up 2 smetink.. so wat is it?!

MY THOUGHTS
wat kind of fren r they.. nv tell mi 1..

PART 2
without mi notice, i've reached HL Milk's hse.. once i've reached her hse, i immediately went into HL Milk's room.. no 1 was at hme except HL Milk.. soo, i turn on e comp & start usini it.. & as 4 HL Milk, she went 2 e kitchen 2 take sme drinks 4 mi 2 drink.. slowly 1 by 1, i told her everytink.. 4 sme reason, HL Milk seems a little too over-reactini.. she was like suddenly rush out of e room & called e both of them.. HL Milk use a little nice bt oso a little bad trick 2 trick them cme here..THE TRICKHL Milk told them tat she had e pic as evidence.. tat "soo-called" evidence would b totally ruin if its shown 2 Hiroko.. e both of them starts 2 panick.. started 2 do tinks without tinkini carefully.. & alas, they fell 4 it.. ha.. ha.. ha.. haa..

PART 3
ling & lesbian soon arrive HL Milk's hse.. i was shocked 2 c e both of them wen they wen into HL Milk's room.. i was like OMG.. yap, no mistake.. i started askini them like, y u here.. u knw, these & tat.. & as usual, they reply mi.. these borini stuff lahh..

MY THOUGHT
Ssian.. go watch my drama, hahaa.. PART 4 HL Milk suddenly wen crazy.. as if no 1 cn stop her.. tinks starts 2 happen v quickly.. e nxt tink i c was seeini HL Milk grab a handful of pics frm her drawer.. rush 2 e open big window she had open eariler on.. conicidencely, e big window did nt haf ani rails on.. & e tink btween e 3 started.. pushini, pullini, hittini, shoutini, sceremini starts 2 appear 2gther at e smetme.. tis is call catfight, in short..

THE INTERESTING PART
e situation was in a havoc.. & it was oso v noisy 4 mi bcos i was tryini 2 watch .. bt e mre i watch, e noise seems 2 gt louder & louder.. loud until i cnt even stand it! i was shock by e situation wen i turn my head around, planini 2 complain abt e noise.. wen i turn my head around, i saw lesbian had fallen frm e big window while try 2 snatch e pic.. as she was fallini, she sceremed 4 help as loud as she could.. bt e sound seems gtini softer & softer as she fell.. both HL Milk & ling popped their head slowly 2 haf a look.. both sceremed their lungs out.. & with tat expression appearini on both of their faces, i knew it.. i was too scared 2 haf a little look..

MY THOUGHTS
it will b a miricle if sme1 didn't died after fallini frm a 6 story hight.. i felt tramatise after wachini it live..

PART 5
all i knw was runnini away.. "i shouted 2 them, wat r u waitini 4? run!" i hurried run away as fast as i could.. leavini my blongini bhind.. bt wen i was abt 2 reached e ground floor, i realised tat i 4gt abt my blonginis.. bt i was afraid 2 wen bk.. so i wen 2 e 2nd story..

THE POLICE
i saw police everywher.. in a second, e police suddenly appear.. so i pretend 2 b 1 of e neighboor askini wat was goini on.. e police told mi everytink.. i felt extremely scared tat e police found out e tinks abt mi.. so i decided 2 walk away as normal neighboor..

MY THOUGHTS
like tat, e police would nt suspect mi.. & most of all, i wnt kenna..

PART 6
i saw a big crowd gathered at e conner.. wonderini wat was it, i decided 2 take a look.. bt bcos of my foolish mistake, tat scene remained vivily in my mind.. tat was e horible scene i ever c in my entire life.. & tat was e scene tat lesbian had died.. e markini of her dead body on e ground, covered in a big pool of blood..

THE ENDING(reality)
i've woken up frm sleep e nxt second.. so, i dun knw wat would happen later in my dream.. gonna 2 prepare for mac later, cha-ne (bye bye in japanese) !

To Ann Li:Yur dream ish seri0usly 0hh m0ii g0d larhx...iie nvr expected tat euu will hav tis kind 0f dream larhx!! l0lx!!

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Bowling

Crew Outing

2008-12-21T21:19:00.004+08:00

Dear ppl...s0rrie ferr n0t updating recently as iie was wen always fr0m singap0re fr0m 20dec and t0day c0me back!! Hmm...Lurve m0ii dearest zhi nu al0t al0t!! She 0n 19 dec asking miie wen am iie g0ing 0versea and 0n tat day then she tell miie tat she will miss miie!! Yi Ling Zhi Nu...ahh yii als0 miss euu al0t lehx!! 0n 20 dec...ish lyk hell can?!?! m0rning d0 spring cleaning...tired lyk hell larhx!! I still t0t can meet up b0ii but cann0t ended up make him wait ferr miie lyk nth...wtf!! s0rrie b0ii...hmm wen tuu malaysia during evening and reach granny h0use at 9pm plus!! Damn tired can?!?! Hmm...t00k a sh0wer and sleep then t0day m0rning wake up 8am plus then help tuu d0 spring cleaning!! Waahh...spring cleaning again!! Hmm...then started tuu set 0ff fr0m malaysia 3pm plus!! Reach singap0re at ar0und 7pm!! Tired...iie wanna sleep!! Seri0usly iie quite l00k f0rward tmr derr crew 0uting...but tmr maisy c0ming!! Sianz...seri0usly n0 0ne wan her tuu c0me l0rhx!! g0t tuu g0 rest lerr as tmr ish an0ther tired day plus iie having headache n0w!! Sianz Sianz...here ish sum ph0t0s!! Enj0y...BYE~

2008-12-18T22:17:00.003+08:00

Hmm...iie kind 0f tired alrite!! I alm0st c0uld n0t wake up tis m0rning...well iie supp0sed tuu start w0rk at 7.30am due tuu iie cann0t wake up s0 iie start w0rk at 8am!! Well...t0day w0rk at TECC ish fun,tired && fed up!! Hmm...0ne 0f the attached manager called j0seph ish realli j0ker larhx!! He kena beaten by miie....wahaha!! Ended w0rk at 4.30pm then wen tuu st0re tuu check schedule & change schedule!! Then bus-ed 28 tuu tampines mall tuu find b0ii and peii him ferr break...kind 0f regreted tuu g0 as he nvr eat bec0z 0f miie!! After tat bus-ed 21 back h0me and rested!! t00 tired ferr everything lerr then chatted wif b0ii after jiu g0 sleep lerr!! Bye Readers~

2008-12-17T22:46:00.005+08:00

Well...t0dae iie am damn n0t feeling well alrite!! I am d0wn wif FLU...wat the fish!! Als0 can say ish a quite relax derr...wanna n0e whye?!?! n0b0dy wake miie up...wen iie wake up m0ii dearest mum ish still SLEEPING!! Then wake up jiu called b0ii...chatted awhile jiu g0 wash up and stuff!! Hmm....g0nna spring cleaning again!! Sianz sianz...hmm at 2pm plus b0ii called miie!! He ish havin his lunch lerr...l0lx!! Then meet up kar zhun k0r at 4.30pm as he still 0wn miie bubble gums & m0ii s0ft t0y!! l0lx...iie still a kid!! s0s0...iie wen tuu b0ii w0rk place and find m0ii b00k as m0ii dearest mum pr0mise tuu f00t the bill...s0 hehehehehe!!! Then iie saw dee dee & wels0n and chatted wif them l0rhx...and guess wat?!?! I chased kar zhun k0r h0me...l0lx!! And he realli wen h0me...s0 miie,wels0n di & dee dee mei at there br0wse thr0ugh the b00ks!! Hmm...after tat walk t0ward cheers and br0ught sumthing tat sum0ne realli miss!! Wahaha...s0 bad rite?!?! Wanna n0e wat tat?!?! Later tell euu guys bahx...after tat we wen h0me!! After dinner...g0 d0wnstair sh0pping?!?! ?I br0ught a white dress again...die!! I keep spenting m0ney 0n cl0thes lerr...LAST BUT N0T LEAST!! Celina meii....CHEER UP ALRITE!!enj0y ph0t0s!! g0t tuu g0...bye!

2008-12-16T20:02:00.002+08:00

Today...iie kena w0ke up by m0ii mum again =.=!! Hmm...wen d0wnstair tuu help mum tuu carry thing then wen g0ing tuu l00k ferr mum iie saw zha0 wei!! 0h g0sh...he changed s0 much!! After carry thing back h0me then wen tuu d0 thing and prepared lunch after tat iie wen back sleep then sh0wer and prepare tuu meet up wif ann li as iie pr0mise tuu pei her d0 treatment...okok actually we supp0sed tuu meet at yes supermarket then called her then she said she at bank then iie say iie g0 0ver then she called miie helped her buy ankle s0ck?!?! Hmm....after tat iie br0ught bubble tea then meet her up then wen tuu g0 d0 her hair treatment!! Finish it at 2.30pm after tat br0ught McDonald then waited ferr bus then wen tuu e-hub meet up wif shi hui,yi ling,jessie,jessie's br0ther & jessie's mum!! Wen tuu NTUC br0ught sushi...after tat wen tuu take ne0print then wen tuu eat!! Then wen tuu b0wling area tuu wait ferr every0ne...0ne by 0ne all came then start playing and take pictures!! Hmm...after tat jiu g0 h0me && thx tuu jun wei 0nce again send us h0me as iie realli havin bad headache!! Sh0wer then use c0mputer tuu bl0g...g0ing sleep s00n!! Enj0y t0dae ph0t0s!! M0re c0ming up~s0rrie...iie t00 zi lian lerr!!

2008-12-15T22:46:00.001+08:00

Sorrie...lazy tuu p0st s0 shall p0st tmr!!

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Hmm...w0rking ferr miie ish damn tired t0dae as iie am realli damn tired plus plus N0T EN0UGH SLEEP & n0w ish realli a nice weather tuu sleep l0rhx!! After w0rk...sat d0wn wif jessie's mum and chat!! Till iie realli hungry then wen tuu c0ffe sh0p and eat...b0ii als0 j0ined us!! WE ARE HAVIN C0LD WAR ALRITE...S0 WE DID NOT T0K MUCH!! Even wen we walked h0me...we als0 nvr t0k l0rhx!! Finally f0und a place tuu sat d0wn and b0th 0f us kept quiet...hmm iie started tuu t0k tuu him!! After s0 much quarrel...iie seri0usly tired!! I realli wanna tuu giv up l0rhx...iie surrder alrite!! WTF...wen h0me and realli wanna sleep after s0 much crying l0rhx!!! Here sum ph0t0s...celebrate december babies!!

2008-12-14T20:36:00.003+08:00

Todae w0rking was ruined all by miie...iie seri0usly dunn0 wat am iie d0ing alrite?!?! I made al0t al0t 0f mistake which iie dun even dare tuu imagine tat iie had made tat stupid mistake...s0rrie tuu cause all th0se tr0uble tuu every0ne in TN3!! Hmm...well iie c0uld say t0dae iie am n0t m0iiself!! I can't c0ncentrade 0n anything...Thanks ferr m0ii dearest frenz,gans and managers caring!! Dun w0rries ferr miie alrite...iie believe iie will be fine realli s00n!! Well...ended m0ii w0rk at 2pm tqt wif m0ii tw0 zhi nu tat ish yi ling & yi lin!! And muz thx ann li darlinqq waited ferr us then we wen tuu sitted at l0bby and chatted till 3pm then yi ling & yi lin wen 0ff tqt while miie & ann li wen 0ff tqt!! 0n the way h0me...miie & ann li chatted al0t abt 0ur past tym!! Seri0usly...iie realli wish iie and s0phia will g00d frenz!! Seri0usly larhx...n0t 0nli ish best && cl0se frenz!! I realli miss the tym we spent tqt in skul...miie,s0phia and ann li was having al0t al0t 0f fun!! Realli miss th0se days...hmm wen h0me and dad ish h0me as t0dae ish his 0ff day bahx s0 he stayed at h0me!! s0 helped 0ut tuu f0ld thing tuu prepare ferr nxt few days derr praying derr!! After tat wen tuu sh0wer then wen tuu t00k m0ii ph0ne tuu charge and t00k a nap!! Hmm...m0ii ph0ne vibrate again?!?! Hmm...and it was him!! Seri0usly...he gav miie hundred plus 0f ph0ne calls!! 0k0k...chatted awhile then d0 thing after taken dinner and use c0mputer && bl0g!! Seri0usly...0nli sum ppl n0e wat iie d0ing,wat iie wan & wat iie h0pe ferr!! s0 ya....bl0g ish m0ii bestfrenz man!! Hahax...bl0g iie lurve euu larhx!! l0lx =X Seri0usly...calling ferr m0ii dearest k0r k0r,24 h0urs c0unsell0r & m0ii big bully k0r k0r!! I nid euu lerr...iie seri0usly nid yur help!! I am fcuking stress up...wat am iie supp0sed tuu d0?!?! I dunn0...faster appear alrite!! I waiting ferr euu tuu appear...hmm g0t tuu g0 as tmr g0t tuu w0rk 7.30am!! Tired..WAT AM IIE SUPP0SED TUU D0?!?! IIE SERI0USLY DUNN0!!

To Him:
Euu always said tat euu trust miie but fr0m ytd it sh0ws tat euu dun even trust miie...even a simple thing euu already dun trust miie lerr then wat else iie can say?!?! Euu said tat it hurt euu al0t but miie lehx?!?! I am hurt t00...but wh0 understand?!?! n0 0ne but 0nli miie...at least euu d0 hav frenz tat cheer euu up and stuff!! Miie...iie trying m0ii very best n0t tuu sh0w 0ut 0r say 0ut anything but iie failed!! Euu said tat all m0ii decisi0n hurt euu deeply but hav euu ever t0t iie t00k s0 much c0urage tuu made such a decisi0n and say it 0ut!! Euu said euu cried the wh0le nite and stuff...but miie lehx?!?! I am a human being alrite...iie d0 hav feeling alrite!! Wen iie am hurt...iie trying tuu keep m0ii m0uth shut as iie dun wan any0ne w0rries ferr miie c0z iie g0t tuu stay str0ng!! n0 matter iie g0t tuu stay str0ng...bec0z 0f them iie g0t tuu stay str0ng c0z iie pr0mise them iie will stay str0ng!! But m0ii heart ish aching...damn aching alrite?!?! But wh0 understand...n0 0ne!! Maybe in yur eyes...iie am a failure gurlfrenz even th0ugh euu nvr said it 0ut!! Well...iie admit!! I am a failure pers0n,iie am useless and iie dun deserve any0ne tuu lurve miie and stuff!! Again & again euu br0ke m0ii heart...it hurt realli al0t!! But...iie f0rgiv euu again and again!! Ya..iie n0e iie always g0t the f00lish thinking 0f pushing euu away c0z iie dun wanna get hurt lyk m0ii previ0us relati0nship!! I afraid it might happen 0nce again...but there ish tym euu are d0ing sumthing tat m0ii previ0us b0iifrenz ish d0ing!! I hate it can...iie realli hate it!! Wen ytd euu asked miie tat questi0n...yes iie admit it mean al0t tuu miie but 0nce again euu pr0ving miie sumthing!! I dun wanna g0 h0me c0z iie nid tuu c00l d0wn...euu n0e tat iie cann0t c00l d0wn yet wat euu did ytd?!?! Euu came and find miie and f0rce miie tuu d0 thing tat iie hate tuu d0?!?! Bef0re euu came and find miie euu n0e wat iie was crying lyk hell and t0king tuu m0ii gan k0r...whye wen ever iie nid euu but euu are n0t there!! Instead 0f euu...ish always m0ii k0r tat ish caring ferr miie?!?! Asking whye am iie crying and stuff...iie hate it alrite!! Whye are euu d0ing all tis stuff tuu hurt miie s0 badly?!?!n0 0ne will understand h0w am iie feeling and stuff!!

*At tis p0int 0f tym...iie cried!! Finish typing all tis stuff...iie cried!! *

2008-12-13T18:58:00.003+08:00

Well...g0t tuu w0rk t0dae!! b0red b0red b0red...iie w0rk at 9am but wen h0me 0f h0use ar0und 8am tuu meet b0ii then walk tuu near m0ii w0rk place tuu chat till 8.50am then iie wen tuu m0ii w0rk place and prepare tuu w0rk!! w0rk && everything was alrite!! Hmm...after w0rk wen tuu help 0ut yi lin tuu giv up c0up0n!! After walk tuu near by m0ii h0use and chat awhile && thing happened!! Ya..quarrel 0ver the same matter tat iie pushing him away 0nce again alrite!! Everything settle then 4pm plus wen h0me he called miie and iie cried!! Ya...iie blame everything tuu m0iiself!! n0 0ne tuu be blame but m0iiself...then the nxt m0ment he t0ld miie tat he ish walking t0ward m0ii h0use!! s0 met him up ferr awhile tuu t0k 0ut wat happen in between but failed alrite!! n0 0ne ever dare tuu sh0ut at miie & he ish the pers0n alrite!! iie can understand h0w he felt...jus felt tat iie dun deserve his lurve bahx!! Ya...such a failure gurlfrenz iie am!!

2008-12-12T23:08:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Vanessa Mei & Ai En Mei!!

Well...iie did n0t sleep well alrite!! I still feel lyk sleeping it back wen iie w0ke up...yawns!! Hmm...d0ing thing then supp0sed tuu meet up wels0n di at 1.30pm ended up iie meet him at 1.45pm!! s0rrie ahh dii...hmm 3pm then g0 lunch then stayed at h0me wels0n dii watching m0ii dii play maple s00n n0t later dee dee pass miie sum n0te then we chatted till 4.30pm then all g0 h0me while miie waiting ferr m0ii s0 called g0d father tuu send miie KFC...l0lx!! 0k0k...he d0te miie al0t can?!?! Lurve him larhx...he ish the best delivery man tat send miie 0rder in tym!! l0lx...iie am bad rite?!?! Hmm...after tat meet up b0ii then wen h0me d0 thing and r0t at h0me thinking thing again!! Sadden...g0t tuu g0!! Bye~

To Raymand Kor:
Kor...iie n0e euu hate g0ing NS but still g0t tuu g0!!! Wen euu c0me 0ut muz c0ntact miie lehx...yur mei mei miss euu alrite?!?! & Yur meii wanna see yur b0tak head...l0lx!! Jk nia...Take Care while euu inside there...2years 0ne eye blink veri fast jiu finish lia0x!! Yur meii will be waiting euu tuu c0me 0ut and di sia0x miie again!! Take Care...WE MISS YOU!!

His post:
To my dearest dear, Lim Hui Luan...!
Srry that my words were harsh it was all just words of anger. i am really sorry. I believe you trust me and i have trust in you too. =DThinking about you going to malaysia to celebrate your grandma bdae i sad liao cannot see u i sian liao... nvm got your many many photo to pei me but nothing is compared to the actual LIM HUI LUAN!

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Sorry dear i really have let my emotions get the best out of me. I am really sorry that i say those words ya you are right...those are my true words. From now on i believe you to the fullest since i lost de keys to it i shall look for it! hmmm...OMG! i found it! it is all along beside me and i fail to notice it! i fail to notice all that you have put into our relationship, i fail to notice the effort you put in, i fail to notice thoses keys were right by my side. Dear... i am too selfish towards u le...I am sorry that i push all the blame to you.

Lastly i fail to be a good boyfriend...

Tuu Him:

I expect nth much fr0m euu but jus wanna euu by m0ii side tat all...iie put in the eff0rt till n0w then euu see it still n0t late alrite!! Every0ne ish selfish alrite...s0 ya dun think t00 much lerr!